Sunday, March 11, 2012

Collective good before individual freedom
Firdous Syed | Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Is post modern in the real sense anti modern? Yes, in a way, since the quest for transcending the limits of modernity is insatiable, we seem to unlearn what we began to learn with the beginning of time in order to become civilised. From stone-age to the industrial revolution, human civilisation is the history of the uninterrupted process of social evolution. Wild to civilised has all-along been a gradual process.
The building of a society is based upon the cardinal principle of collective good (always) getting precedence over individual interests; restraint and consideration have been the guiding principles. Tamper a little with the principle of collective good and the edifice of the entire society will come down crashing. That seems to be happening now. Every progression is necessarily not a healthy development. Modernity also can prove to be regressive in case restraint is allowed to melt away under the heat of wild behaviour.
(The author is making absolutely contradictory statements here. After saying that all history of civilizations is an uninterrupted evolution; the author comes to the so called post modernism as an interruption to the evolutionary progress. What is ‘collective good’ and who decides? What is methodology to arrive at the term ‘collective good’? It is absolutely incumbent upon all to debate on the matter freely to arrive at any consensus. That means that the ‘individual interest’/freedom matters most before arriving at ‘collective good’. Or does he means that there is some higher power to decide on what is ‘collective good’ someone like Hitler, Stalin etc?)
The criminalisation or decriminalisation of homosexuality has been made such a big debate by the media as if it is the only burning issue that occupies the minds of the people in this country. The media crying hoarse on the issue has flummoxed the central government to such a bizarre extent that it is afraid of taking a firm stand on the basis of evolved traditions and values of this society before the Supreme Court; lest it be accused of having a conservative mindset. One wonders how this government functions. Initially its counsel took a principled stand before the Supreme Court hearing the appeal against the 2009 verdict of the Delhi high court that decriminalised homosexuality as provided in Section 377 of the Indian Penal Code: “Indian society is different from other countries and it cannot imitate the practices prevailing in foreign countries.” Additional solicitor general PP Malhotra’s plea before the Supreme Court that “gay sex is highly immoral and against social order” gels fully well with the traditions of our society, being practised by the majority. The government within minutes buckled and retracted, saying that the “matter was considered by the cabinet and the decision of the cabinet was that central government may not file an appeal against the judgment.”
(The additional solicitor’s statement is in keeping with the colonial imposition of morality on India. This cannot be termed as based on ‘traditions of our society’. In fact one could find dozens of examples where such traditions are negatived. One prominent example is the epical birth of Sastha or Ayyappa of Sabarimala who is the son of two male gods i.e. Shiva and Vishnu.)
Courts are meant solely to deliver justice and interpret the law and not to set new moral standards. The law of the land too has to be inconsonant with evolved traditions and moral systems of the given society. The fast erosion of value systems in West should not be a compelling reason for the judges to set new standards of social behaviour in our society. Why does the West have to be imitated in every sense? They have their own moral standards and we follow our own. On the contrary, the societal crises and moral debauchery that the West is faced with today should have made us wise not to fallow blindly the creeds of ill-perceived modernity. The United States presently is faced with deep social unrest; David Brooks, a leading New York Times columnist makes a profound observation: “The social fabric has deteriorated. Social trust has plummeted. Society has segmented. The share of Americans born out of wedlock is now at 40% and rising.”
If homosexuality is decriminalised based on the logic that the behaviours ‘which were earlier unacceptable have become acceptable with passage of time’, this may eventually lead to complete moral waywardness. If the courts do not properly define that the decriminalisation of homosexuality does not necessarily mean the legitimisation of homosexuality, it will cause further erosion of the family structure. Decriminalisation of homosexuality is laden with the risk of providing social sanctity to a fully barren and abnormal attitude. Sex only defining a relationship between a man and man or woman and woman annuls the concept of collective good. Individual gratification has no value in comparison to the overall welfare of the society. A few individuals cannot be allowed to tarnish the ethical behaviour of the society. Homosexual unions demanding the sanctity of marriage will turn the society’s equilibrium topsy-turvy. Marriage is a sacred institution; it bestows some privileges but at the same time demands a few responsibilities. Survival of the human race is solely dependent upon the institution of marriage. Individuals keen to have sexual fulfilment without the responsibility of reproducing is not only lustful but also highly individualistic behaviour. Individual freedom indeed is the hallmark of modern times, yet sex wholly defining the present era is unacceptable. If sex determining the values of a society is not regressive, what is?
(The entire contentions of the author here above are based on his assertion that ‘sexuality and mainly homo and lesbian; is against religious prescriptions and therefore they are criminal in nature’ is based on accepting non-Indian Christian and Islamic proscriptions. More and more objections to the author’s statements could be brought in but am refraining.)

Saturday, March 10, 2012

AARYAN.A FICTION.






These were found in an old notebook in our village home. There is no name of the author or date when these were written down. In our family there is no one named Aaryan and none of my great grandfather down, worked in any small states under any Raja. It seems it all is fantasy and fiction; possibly there were some real characters included in. The story is not complete and ends with a question.               

AARYAN  A  FICTION


Yes, my name is Aaryan. Here I will try to recollect my experiences from adolescence to maturity as a young person with a mind and personality. Really some of them are like a dream and some solid ones. I am the eldest of five in the family. My father was a prominent officer in the employ of the king of the state, thou small in British India. We were residents in the capital city for long. Since, my father was a favourite with the king; he lived a life of pomp. He has a younger sister who worked as a chaperon in king’s zenana. That also was a prestigious job. For the whole day, she used to be in the palace and may be this is the reason that she did not marry and establish a family for herself. Months and years went by. We had life outside the school and a standing in society and it included partying, visiting friends and VIPs’ occasionally.

Initiation.

When I was at the age of 13 or 14 I started noticing my penis as more than an organ to piss. It was showing a life of its own. When there is an urge to urinate my penis gets agitated and stiff.  To piss thru an erect prick was a little bothersome but felt pleasure when relieved. At time it gets rigid and stands up. It resembled a thick shaft with glowing, hard but smooth head. For days together I just carried on not bothering to observe. At some nights I did not get sleepy and caressed my dick for fun. It gets erect and stands up from my crotch. I could see it standing. I was caressing it as if it was something different to my body. When sleep came over I had no awareness. In the mornings the prick was again stiff and standing with a strong urge to urinate. Go to bath room to relieve. It becomes limp. I talked to one of my friends, who is a senior. He assured me that my experience was nothing strange. It is very much natural in all the boys. He also told me that there are group of boys who gather together and play with their dicks. They suck each other’s prick and enjoy it all. They feel that it is all right. Some days later I found some sticky liquid coming out from the urethral opening. It was not connected with urine. It was different in colour, texture and smell. Later I came to know that it was part of male semen that comes out when the penis is agitated. During those days I did not pursue the matter and concentrated on my studies.

On one of those days my father was transferred from capital to a remote forest area ostensibly on promotion. He was designated as forest officer in-chief and was responsible to oversee all in the area. There was a large horse pen there with trainers and retinue. It comprised of hundreds of horses both male and female. They were breeding horses. It was a thriving business to the king thus its importance. My father shifted with family. But for me there was no nearby school and thus was to remain in capital. The family consulted with my aunt that she should be the guardian to Aryan henceforth to complete his education. I was still fourteen and my aunt must be senior by about 20 years. She is in full brim of her youth and carried it well. Of course she was beautiful in the sense of a robust body, fair skin and smooth features. While my family shifted I started living with my aunt.

There were more opportunities for me to be alone at home and this circumstance facilitated my fresh interest with my penis. As shown by my friends I in my room did shake mine without embarrassment. Then pushing and pulling the foreskin gave a different sort of feeling. At last it spurted the juice white and thick. It tasted salty when I tasted it.  Not every day but on some days I used to play a game with my penis. Aunt had a day time help at home who came to clean up, wash and cook and leave by afternoon. She was an elderly lady on whom I showed little interest.

Exploration.

One day aunt came in the room while I was engaged in masturbation. I tried to cover but failed to since the member was up and erect parting the dress. “Oh, what you are doing my dear?” She said. She came to my side and caught my erect penis on her hand: “you need not be ashamed to show it to me. After all you are growing up. I should have thought of it and tried to help; my dear Aryan”.  She sat on the cot and fully exposed my penis. Then she shook it up and down for a few minutes before it spurted the liquid. “You have a healthy physique. I think that I should cultivate you.” Thus saying she cleaned up the organ and made me to change dress.


On another night a little early, aunt came and sat with me while I was doing my homework. “Are you too busy, my dear nephew?” I said: “Not really, but I must finish these lessons before dinner.” She: “Yes, you do while, I set up the table.” After a few moments I completed the home work and went refreshed and joined auntie in the table. She was ready with food spread on plates.  We continued with small conversation and finished dinner. She: “Dear, you go to your room and wait. I will be there after putting the dishes for washing.”

This is something new to me. In all these days she never asked me to wait for her in my room. There must be something. Just I waited sitting in my bed thinking of her last initiative to in helping me to spurt semen. She might be ready for something more. What? I have heard about men and women having sex but not knowing how. It was not part of any discussion with school friends.  Only topic was masturbation; self and mutual between boys. We never mentioned girls in this connection. Not that we don’t want to but lack of knowledge was coming in the way. I in fact had no idea of the female vagina. Only that they have a hole and not a dick. All these thoughts crowded my mind. Whether auntie will show me the way? Or shall I take any initiative? But I am still a boy and not grown enough. I waited with expectations.

Now my aunt came bringing a fragrant smell of her body. The room was full of this fragrant smell. I liked it. She came near:  “My dear Aryan, I know what you are thinking. Yes, you wanted to know about woman. I will teach you instead of you getting it from some common one. They may lure you or you might be tempted to reach them for easy availability. That happens to most young persons. For a 14 year old you are well endowed. It is said that the boys’ dick grows unto his age of 18 or 19. So in another 4 or 5 years yours will be full grown. If I neglect today you might stray out. Let me show what?”  She stood and slowly slipped out of her dress one by one. Her sari went down sprawling. Blouse undid and thrown. Petticoat untied and slipped own. She stood in her underwear and bra. Her bra was full and her crotch plump. “Want to see in full? Now you divest of yours.” I followed clumsily removing mine. When I was naked my penis was erect and throbbing up and down in front of her. “That is a good boy like.” She unhooked her bra from behind and the two balls tumbled out. They were straight and their dark green nipples pointing to me. She pulled me to her pressing her body onto mine. I was feeling a kind of unknown pleasure since, her lower part was pressing hard on my groin. 

Slowly we slid in bed holding on to each other. Her hands were all over me tickling at places. My penis continued to be firm and rigid. Her hand was on it pressing lightly. My feeling of pleasure was going up. She took my hand and placed it on her groin. “Feel me properly. That is the place for your dick to plunge in. Yours is sufficiently stiff to do a man’s work.” She opened her thighs wide so that I could feel the deep depression in her vagina. She directed mine onto her. My john touched the opening. “Press it down,” She.  Mine went down swiftly on her lubricated cunt. Without prodding I started to go up and down in her. The feeling was nice. It took a few minutes for the juice to spurt. Then was nothing no feeling. I was flat on her chest crushing her tout busts.

I think that aunt also enjoyed my thrusts and pulls. She: “it was good and I really enjoyed fuck. When you are fully grown, it will be fantastic. I hope to be with you at that time. But I cannot wait for 4 – 5 years. Now I am here you may look at my assets that are also common in all women. Mainly they are our busts. Not everyone has similar. Some has small busts but still erotic. They may hold large and hard nipples that could excite a young man. For many the busts are asymmetrical that are natural.  Sure big busts are the rage; naturally formed high ones are liked by men. Girls also want theirs rounded and big. They use artificial means to enhance the shape of theirs. But no one will go for sagging breasts. See how are mine. You can massage them cup, press, squeeze and crush them. Roll those nipples in your fingers and pinch and crush them.” Without further asking I started to do all that my auntie explained. Her breasts were smooth to my palms, hard but resilient. I pressed them hard. She was in cheer. I squeezed them in my hands but they were same in shape. I was over enjoying in these actions. I got up and asked her to widen her thighs so that I could see what her vagina looks like. She had a plump pubic mount covered with silky black hair. I used my hands and fingers to know the real shape of her love hole. I looked at the pink hole for some minutes. They had beautiful folds as if sculptured in soft surface. I caught those vaginal lips with my fingers pulled them apart to look closer. Inside there was another smaller and lighter fold that was pinker. Between the lips the hole stretched in deep. It was glistening with its fluid and mine. I pushed a finger and it went in easily sliding down. I was afraid that it might hurt her but she said: “No worry. Make your finger work up and down fast, faster.” I just followed her advice. More my thrusts forceful and fast. I felt my finger thin in her inside. Minutes went by. She closed her eyes, breathing deep. Her body convulsed with spasm. She passed out. My finger was still in her cunt.   

“My dear boy you are learning fast. I am a successful teacher and I am proud of you. Now you have seen and experimented with my vagina. Yes, every woman has a vagina but they are only same in appearance. They differ in other functions. You may push your john in any vagina but to get pleasure you need a quality vagina. I mean that it should be pink in colour tight in its fit. How do I know these things? Yes, I will tell you. As part of my work I supervise the females employed in the zanana. For reasons of hygiene, all the women are to shave the pubic hair, whenever it becomes necessary i. e. every 10-15 days. I have checked them from time to time. I make them lie down on a bench or platform, spreading their thighs wide. While checking I have noted all the features. Most pink in colour, some slightly red, even brown and few black. Similarly, the lips were thick and thin folded or lined. Their holes also were not even. Their pubic were plump or flat, revealing or hiding the inner parts. Thou every woman has a button of flesh at the top of her vagina, some are hidden, some showing and very few had prominent ones. This mound called clitoris you can see in me and feel it. Whether prominent or hidden in its hood the clitoris gives all the pleasure to the woman.”

I looked close and found the mound half hidden in a hood. When my finger touched it I felt a slight shudder in it. I parted the hood up and saw the clitoris pushing out. More of the time was spent in my exploring the parts in front, behind, up and down of my auntie. As she said, I was familiarising with a female body. “We will not play like this on all days but only on days you get intense need for it. You signal me at such moments and I will be ready to continue my lessons.”

For some weeks I tried to get her into bed. But on some days she was not available due to her work in the zanana. She will not be at home on many nights. Then I had to resort masturbating. That was not as satisfactory as the real fuck. Some nights I just press down my dick and go to sleep. It was during those days I heard rumours that my aunt was one of the mistresses of the maharaja and that is why she was away from home on several days. I did not care about those rumours and kept myself away from them.

On a day after our love making she told me: “Dear mine, I do feel that I am little older to you. I realise that you need company of girls of your age or younger. But that kind of contact is difficult. You could always find some younger than me. There are some who would like to seduce you, if they get familiar. Some others,   you have to seduce. Keep watch and take the pick. Ok.”

DATE WITH L.

Then onwards I was looking at eligible women wishing to be seduced. It did not take much time. One day while wandering in the palace grounds, I noticed a well endowed lady. In fact she is familiar to my family when they were here in city. I remembered her name L.  But for long months I never met her or thought of her.  “Aryan dear, I know you are with auntie. I also know your parents when they were here.  How are they nowadays? Do you get regular communication from them? Please remind them of inquiries of their wellbeing. Oh, I am L. You remember me? ” I said “I do remember you; it is long time we met.” I was looking at her and was trying to envisage her assets. Only her middle between her blouse and sari was visible. Yes, that was smooth and ebony. I could guess her contours from the little signs that were on view. I liked her. 

I: “Yes, my L auntie, I will surely inform my parents next time about your inquiries and concerns. Meanwhile, I would like to be of help to you whenever needed. Let me come to your home so that I become familiar to your place.”

She: “Yes, I was about to invite you. You please wait for some time so I will complete my job soon and come out to meet you.” So saying, she went inside the palace. I waited for long time feeling anxious. But it was not so long. She was not a regular in the palace. Aunt L came back within half an hour and we went out together to her house. Since, my own aunt was not in station, she has gone with the maharaja to some other state, I could spent more time with L. we walked  instead of taking a vehicle. The time was nearing sun set and cool breeze was outside. We went on conversing in low tones on the day’s happenings, both hers and mine. I felt assured that this evening is going to be pleasant. We came closer while walking. Our shoulders and hands touched. She giggled. Then she took my hand on hers. By the time we got home it was dark. She opened the door and we went in.

“Let me find whether there is anything to drink or eat. Uncle has gone out of station for the present. My two children are at their grandmother’s for holidays. The maid might have prepared something for dinner.” She went into the kitchen and brought a plate of snacks, placing it on the table. “If you want to wash and freshen the bath room is there.” I went in to wash my hands and legs. As I came out she went in. We sat facing each other across the dining table, indulging in small talks and also eating the snacks. “You will have tea or coffee.”  I asked for tea. Again she went to the kitchen and after a few minutes came out with a pot and cups. The tea was hot and we slowly imbibed it.  

She took me around the house and showed the various conveniences made therein. The house has a very clean and modern bath and toilet. No there were two of them one accessible from common passage and the other attached to bedroom. Both were specious enough for two. Back in the main hall she told me: “You are not going home now? Go only after partaking dinner with me. You might change into informal and comfortable dress. Take the one you like from the wardrobe.” She showed me the dresses and selected a simple one to wear. I changed. “Look into books in the cupboard and read if you like. I will prepare the dinner.” I went to the library and perused some titles and took one on sex with illustrations from ancient sculptures. Since, I liked the subject; I went on reading the explanations on the illustrations. I did not feel the time, might be an hour or so. At the same time I was mentally mapping the scenario. Whether I was seducing her or her me? I think it is her seducing me. But her body is a mystery to me. I was mentally preparing.

She came in to invite me for dinner. She has changed her dress into a colourful embroidered maxi with front buttons. It seemed light on her. Her body contours were more in view. The two high mount breasts were pushing the garment. Her rounded backs undulated while walking. She noticed the book that I had in hand. “Oh, that book. Your interest is appreciated. I feel happy. This book is from my father in-law’s collection. I do go through it now and then. But I never noticed my husband reading it. He is a prude tradition bound. Don’t mention sex. I fantasise on those sexual poses but did not found an outlet for my emotions. Now come for a hot dinner. All are ready and on the table.” She held my hand and to the dining table adjourning the kitchen. Again we sat facing each other across. I looked at her before I started. She raised her hands as if to relax. Her breasts made a dance inside the maxi. I noticed the maxi as very light revealing that her breasts are not confined in a bra. We made light conversation while having our dinner. At two or three times I was able to note her rounded and upright busts while she intentionally raised her hands. After finishing the food she got up and went to get the dessert from the fridge. From the lights I saw that she was completely naked under the maxi. Her profile is shown thru the dress. I liked what I saw, waiting it to happen. When she was coming with the dessert I fancied undressing her there itself. But no, we shared the dessert. I went and sat on the sofa in the hall. She came and joined me a little later.  

She was too close and touching. She took both my hands and placed them over her breasts:  “Feel me I am naked all the way, for you. Don’t you like me?” she undid those buttons parting the robe midway. Two glorious globs were glistening in light. Tight ebony body was underneath. They had reddish nipples poking at me. “Do what you like. I don’t think you are a virgin. In this palace grounds no youngster is virgin. They get their chance to test at least a few holes. Are you?”

I did not reply in words. Instead was feeling her body after slipping the robe. I fingered in her pubic zone. It was plump covered with a dense forest of hair. It meant that she is not part of the zenana. She said: “Let us go to the bedroom. It will be more comfortable.”

We moved. My own dress slipped down. Naked we walked to the bed. I pushed her onto the bed. She lay down flat. I sat and took her one nipple between fingers and other in my mouth. Fingers tweaked and mouth sucked. I went on kissing lower and lower lastly aiming my mouth to the centre of her vagina. It was a little tickling with dense hair but I parted the folds and extended my tongue to lick them from side by side in and out. I felt her clitoris getting sensitive and stood like a button. That was intercourse by mouth and tongue. The taste was ok with me. There was no smell. L directed me by sign to mount her from top. Yes, I hovered over her body and slowly lowered myself. She was holding my penis and guided it to her centre. It plunged in. without any more prodding I started pulling up and pushing down. The exercise went faster. Moments, the juice spurted and my member went to rest. I collapsed on her chest crushing those upright busts. My first success in conquering the other. I remembered my auntie. For about three years from the first day with her, I was confining myself to auntie alone thinking that I was not grown enough. We remained naked and entwined the whole night. There was no repeat action. I don’t remember when I fell asleep. In the morning I found L already awake fresh and dressed. She was preparing breakfast. I got up and did cores and joined her. After a light breakfast she allowed me to go, saying: “I may not find similar chance may be for long. But I have no regrets for yesterday night. I feel happy.” I went out changing to my days dress.

GANDHARVA

It was at this time, the elder son of the king was to get married. The bride was from another state. The marriage was celebrated with all pomp. As per tradition the bride was brought to the zanana and my aunt was her guardian. While the marriage was celebrated in the other state the nuptials were to take place here. The nuptial was to last four days. During those days the bride was to live in a separate enclosure guarded by maids in waiting. No male was to come in. The tradition says that the four days wait was to facilitate the divine gandharvas to deflower the young bride before she is to fit with the prince.  Auntie told me all the stories from the ancient books and was preparing me to act as gandharva when the occasion arises, that was much earlier to the decision of the marriage. The prince was a little elder to me. Since, my auntie was in control of things in the zenana, she decided that I should be the gandharva to deflower the princess. She knew that it is only a concept and not real. But she wanted me to be the first to fuck the young princess to my full satisfaction. Accordingly, she also prepared the girl to receive me in her bridal chamber. May be the girl knew of this custom and waited for the gandharva to appear. My aunt suitably attired me and took me to the zenana thru a narrow path. First she went in and carefully counselled the girl to expect me a gandharva.

Nearer to midnight, when most of the palace rooms in dark, auntie ushered me into the bed chamber of the princess. It was dark inside with a small night lamp. The girl was asleep. I sat beside in bed and touched her lightly. She did not awake. I fondled her two upright but small breasts, pressing them in the process. She woke up. “So you are gandharva that auntie was telling.” She was not embarrassed. “Yes, I am for today. Another will come tomorrow and then two days the third and fourth. We look same but are four separate gandharvas. Don’t be scared, I will go after doing my duty.” I lay down along her. Slowly I removed her slim nightwear. Underneath she was naked. I slipped out of mine. When my hand touched her crotch there was little growth of hair, silken. With one hand I massaged her crotch while the other was playing with her small tits. Moments later her vagina was moister. My own was stiff enough. I raised myself over her and aimed the prick to her little hole. The prick encountered resistance. I pushed it down. Lo, it was gone. Then the action started. I think the tearing of her hymen did not make any difference to her. Little pleasurable noises were coming out of her throat. After more minutes, I ejaculated inside her. Pressing her to me I told. “Today’s work is over. Clean up and sleep again. Wait for next one tomorrow.” I left the room in dark and reached auntie’s room. She took me back out and sent me home. The next three I repeated the actions exactly in time and left the girl. I also felt her enthusiasm to receive me. On my touch she woke up and slipped out of her dress opening her thighs wide for me to push my dick and fuck her well. I think she has learned to enjoy sex. Every day, my aunt used to talk to the princess on her nightly visits from gandharvas. She conveyed that I had done something great.

CHANCE

From then onwards I actively tried to engage with palace females. No immediate results. On another evening, I was wandering in the palace grounds and spotted a maid looking at me for long. She was in a secluded corner. As if not noticing her, I moved to that corner. She came near: “Do you like to have some entertainment?” I looked at her in askance. She: “don’t tell that you have not understood me.”  I did understand what she was proposing, but where? “See that bush. There is built in bench there and I will be back in an hour or so. You should wait.”  She left. I wandered aimlessly, towards the gates and back, going round some time. A long time, indeed. It was getting dark and shadows could not be recognised around. I moved towards the bush. It had a narrow opening to the other side. More trees. Yes, there was a bench with marble top. I sat on it. Then I noticed movement from that side. The maid was coming towards me. “I think we cannot have all the time. You like front or back? I myself like it from back but I am yours to choose.” Without any formalities she raised her lower garment and lay down on the bench. My fingers felt her down and saw that she was closely shaven there. It felt neat and smooth. I slipped out of my dress and mounted her from top. A few minutes I had my climax and remained covering her body for some more time. She had a small towel and with it she wiped mine and her parts. “I am not satisfied. Could you do it from behind?” she turned up and bent forward her legs spread eagled. She took a vial. “Here is some butter. You apply it for easy penetration.” I took the vial and applied it on my dick and on to her asshole. A little more and pushed it in. Since, mine is long and lean at that time, I stood behind her and shot it through. The penetration was easy. Holding on her buttocks I pumped fast and in full force. She was squirming, thrusting behind on to mine. I opened her blouse and caught her small tits. I pinched and crushed them hard to inflict pain. She just continued to make pleasurable noises. I thought that she was not feeling the pain. Thrust and thrust back, the rhythm continued for while. She was gasping for breath. I did not allow her move away. Holding her tight I continued my thrusts more forcefully, faster. Her body lost power and became soft and limp. My dick was working still. Few minutes longer, I climaxed. Because I was holding her fast to mine the prick took time to relax. When it was limp, it slid out of her asshole. As I lifted my hands loosening my hold, she collapsed to the grass, face down. I sat on the bench and waited for her to recover. She lowly turned over her face facing me. “I never had fuck like this all my years. For a boy you are superb. Of course, I will be ready for more sessions but I find time rarely. I would like a thicker one poking me there. Yours is little thin to my taste but it did its job efficiently. I also may feel sour in my tits and nipples but that is pleasure first and pain secondary. Now I must be off.” She got up gathered her dress and things and left.

I did not accost any maid nor allowed them to do me. I detested fucking in ones asshole. But later I found a way to satisfy myself and also them.  I got a contraption prepared where a rounded and smooth wooden stick leather belt to be worn. This I used   whenever I happened to meet a piece needing ass fuck. Usually I made them stand and bend their heads down to ground so that their asshole and pussy hole were level to my prick. I first inserted the wooden prick well lubricated in her ass then my own in her pussy. Stroking both parts was a little difficult at the first attempts but I succeeded to control as time went by. Most of the maids congratulated me for the double fuck. These were very infrequent.      

I thought. It is another experience. Since that time I was able to engage in the palace grounds, maids and others. Some visiting foreigners took a fancy and wanted me to pacify their sexual appetite. They were submissive mostly. But a few I found to be violent in their tastes. They asked to me inflict pain on them. This I disliked and so I have to refuse their advances. Overall my life took a change to both as a brilliant student in the college as well as an expert man of sex.

Visit to Rural Home

During the college vacations, I used visit my parents in their village home. There were very few other than those forest employees and families. The horse pen was big in area. Several trainers were taming the horses there. The head trainer had a mature daughter very much involved in horse farm. She herself was a good trainer. I got acquainted with her early. She used to tell me about her working with horses. She was employed as Asst. Gamekeeper. She was dark and tall with an athletic built. Though well concealed in her blouse one could envisage the hard contours of her high breasts. At one stage she said that she is not interested in marriage. She is more fascinated with the mating of mares and horses. She knew the time when a mare is on heat and the horse is ready. Her knowledge helped in rearing healthy young ones. She will feed the young. Most of the day she was in her riding apparel and leather boots.

During my next visit, I again befriended her for days hoping to bend her towards having sex with me. “You own a good healthy body and to keep it away from natural inclinations is not the best. At some future time you might regret for not giving to your emotions.” She responded: “it is not that I have no emotions but…”   “Then what?  Do you feel something disagreeable with your body?” I quarried. She hesitated some moments before replying. I waited. “No I don’t have. When I was a child my family was in the capital. Many of my neighbours, that include both parents and children, used to tease me for my skin colour. I rarely played with other children. I deeply felt inferiority complex. After coming to the farm I spent all my time to strengthen my body and take care of the horses. I have learned a lot from them. They are natural than our friends.” I knew what   her obsession is and wished to alleviate it. I said: “As far as I am concerned, you should not feel that way with me. I care about your emotional needs and not the skin colour.”  “Are you honest?”   “Yes, dear I am truthful. I like as you are. Give me an opportunity.”  “What do you mean?”  “Yes, I am in love with you.”  That day we departed without any further talk on the subject. I thought that I am getting an opening.

HORSE BREED

Next day morning we met at the pen. She was in her usual uniform and leading a mare towards an enclosure. There were others there. In the enclosure there stood a robust stud of a horse. She mentioned that both were in heat. The male was fidgeting in the enclosure. She released the mare inside. The male sensed the presence of the female and trotted towards her. Then followed a dance drama between the two.  Going around and circling. My friend said: “I like the two mating. They are not in any hurry. They take their time to familiarise. Until then they go on. Keep watch.”  What she said was correct the horse and mare went on for about an hour before they became steady. The male sniffed the mares behind and sniffed its nose. The mare stood and the horse mounted her from behind. It could be seen that the horse had a huge dick that went straight into the mare’s vagina. I noticed my friend watching the two with pleasure. It was showing in her face. It glowed. The male was pumping fast into the female. Time passed minutes; more minutes. Both animals were breathing heavily. A few moments later the horse dismounted leaving the mare. She: “look Aryan, how pleased and happy they look thou tired? This is what I cherish as dear to my life. Not every day but when this happens I am not in myself. I get absorbed in their copulation. My own desires are subsumed here.” I responded; “It is the first time I have seen this. I am thrilled and felt as part of this.” She: “There are people to take care of the animals and therefore let us move.” Me; “Now I am sure that you are natural and do feel the sensations and emotions of a human female. Then why are you denying yourself?” She: “As I told you yesterday I am concerned about my colour and don’t want to breed more coloured.”  “It is not true progenies of coloured are same coloured.” She: “Might be but why take the chance? It is my firm belief and I won’t go back on it.”  “But my dear, you are denying yourself not just any progeny. You are denying your personality itself. Sexual urge is not a matter only for conception. It could be satisfying and help build a personality. You are still young to deny enjoyment in life. Don’t be cross if I say that your staunch refusal to seek satisfaction of your sexual urges might adversely affect your own mental faculties in the long run. I hope that I am not offending your sensibilities.”  I was sure that her defence wall was crumbling.

When we were parting I said: “Please dear you have not responded to my statements.”  A little later she asked whether we can meet in the evening. I said yes but where? She: “Today I will be going to our guest house for inspection. You come by about night fall. I will arrange for our dinner.” I agreed to join her there in the evening. She has melted. I congratulated myself. 

TAMING MARE

As the evening came I carefully prepared to present myself. In anticipation I took with me a couple of condoms that I reserve for such occasions. The guest house was a little isolated in the estate. It was already dark as I approached the house. The place was lighted and a few servants were seen around. I don’t know whether she sensed my coming, she was there at the door as I entered. “Welcome to the parlour. Come in and sit down.” She was wearing a light dress which accentuated her body contours. As I thought her breasts were high and thrusting from the dress. The v neck showed black rounded tits in profile. I fell in love with them. When am I going to grab them and crush? These thoughts were in my mind while following her inside.

She made to the sitting room and signaled me sit on the long sofa. “What do you have as a welcome drink? I will have a gin.”  I suggested a hard drink. She called one from the kitchen and asked him to prepare the drinks. Few minutes!!!. Glasses and bottles were brought. The servant poured the drinks and she took them and offered one to me. We raised the glasses, said cheers. Another brought a plateful of nuts. Both went on savouring their drinks for long talking all the while about the farm and the work going on there. Short questions and short answers!. At one moment she was eloquent about the horses mating. She said: “Some times I get excited that I imagine myself the mare and the horse mounting on me. I would feel pleased and happy.” Then the dinner was laid and we finished it continuing our conversation.

She instructed the servants on next things and we departed. The drinks were working, as we reached her quarters. She offered something for the road. Inside she made another glass of drink to me alone and she refrained from taking any. I imbibed it. She: “Aryan dear you can stay with me here for the night.” Without any more ceremony I grabbed her to me. I kissed her on her lips, the cheeks, her neck and hands. I undid the buttons of her dress and unhooked the bra. She was naked in front. Actually those busts need no bra. They stood firm and upright without support. The dark nipples were more prominent. I kissed them and sucked. She walked me to her bedroom. There I pealed her remaining clothes and also mine and divested of them. We tumbled on the made up bed. She was making small noises while I was caressing her body all over and massaging it in parts. She whispered: “Aryan, I have no experience, be gentle with me. I think I am still a virgin. So please be considerate. I know it might hurt but…Will I get pregnant?” I consoled her that “I will not hasten things. I will see that you are not hurt. I have taken precaution not to impregnate you.” I showed her the rubber condoms. “These will prevent pregnancy.” So saying; I put one onto my penis completely covering it all the length. I searched for her pubis. Her pubic mound had smooth hairs. I parted them and inserted a finger in between. If she is still a virgin, I don’t want to break it with my finger. I would do it properly. Her hole was moist. I hovered over her and directed my penis to the centre. It slipped but met with resistance. Yes, she was a virgin. I pushed hard, forced a thrust deep. Lo, my prick went in while a loud cry escaped from her throat. Then onwards things went smooth. Thrust and counter trust. The way the horse and mare performed in the morning. How long the course lasted? Not very clear but we were together for more time. I on her with her hands closing in my back.        

In the middle of the night we awoke and found ourselves wet with blood. The rubber was holding on to my limp prick full with semen. When she saw herself with blood she let out a cry. “Bloody.” She got up gathered the cloths from the bed went to the bath to clean up. I also went to the bath removed the rubber and deposited it in the bin. I also cleaned up and got back to bed. She was lying naked and open. I got beside her embracing and caressing. Pressing her breasts and pinching those rogue nipples. Time passed but we did not re-enact the show. We went to sleep.

START WITH K

She introduced me to one of her companion in the farm named K. She was a little elder and a grass widow. He husband had gone out of the country a few years back.  The time passed without communication for too long.  She has no knowledge of the whereabouts of the man. She was feeling free and that was how my friend became close to her. My friend confided that my performance as a man was worth the trouble. She actually said: “See my bhabhi; Aryan will be fit for you to enjoy with.” This means that she was going back to the position when she was denying herself. Subtly she was also telling me that she is not denying my pleasure. I could go on during the stay. We three had more conversation in the day when we partook a lunch in the guest house. The elder invited me to visit her at her home that evening. I consented. She said: “I will prepare dinner for both and we might have some good time together.” 

I reached her house in the evening. She was engaged in preparing dinner. Some delicious smell was pervading the rooms. She was in a negligee. She was fair and slim enough for her age. I perceived that her busts were thrusting but not sagging. Those nipples were pushing the fabric. She had made very tasty food for dinner. The items were more though the diners were only two. She did get a bottle of whisky. She did not drink. I restricted my intake. After the dinner I had a large one to take to the bedroom.  I was nursing mine slowly. She came in. The garments underneath her negligee were gone and she was naked inside.

“Why are you formal? Why not get out of those clothes? I wanted you as complete as myself.” In a jiff her negligee slipped out exhibiting the glories. I also did follow her but not in a jiff. Both stood naked for a moment before running into each other. We held together as tight as possible. Her body felt smooth and resilient. We got into bed, our hands searching each other’s body parts. Her busts were full in my hands; I made her squirm by squeezing those, inflicting painful pinches to the nipples.  She: “There is no need for ceremonies. I am already aroused and waiting. Come over and feed my pussy with your stick. I like strong thrusts just like the couple yesterday. Seeing those couples yesterday, I also feel that I am missing something.” Though K was hurrying me; I took my time to feel her all over. Here is one that looked much better than all the females I had in the past years other than my auntie and L. Now I wanted to taste her slowly and with care. I took time to feel her all over from top down. Hugging and kissing her everywhere possible and accessible; her face, eyes, ears, nose and lips. Coming down her neck to the two mounts with aroused nipples. Ah, ha. The joy of touching, pressing, pinching and caressing! I remembered a Sanskrit sloka describing those very acts. An allegory?

Padmendeevara Kunda champaka japa
Jaatishu jata spriham,
Kreeda kanjana shaila moola shikhara-
Arohavarohaalasam;
Madhyepraskalitam kramena vishame
Magnam saromandale,
Paryante pulinasya kanda kadalee mole
Mano Muhyathy:


(The mind was searching the source of fragrant smell of the flowers: Her face is compared to Lotus; eyes to night lotus for being long; teeth to Kunda; two cheeks  to Champaka; ears to Japa and nose to Jathi flower. The golden play hills are the tout busts. It is tiring the mind ascending and descending those hills from their bottom to top and down again. Being tired it stumbles on its way and slowly sunk into a deep pool i.e. her deep naval. Then the mind reaches a grassy turf i.e. the hairy pubis on the side before plunging into crack of two banana stems i.e. the vaginal hole between her thighs.)

She was experiencing repeated orgasm urging me enter without anymore formality. I mounted her from top, caught her busts and aimed my john at her centre. One thrust it went in deep. Her’s was not a loose hole.  As I started fucking fast my dick was feeling tightness around. I thought she has an active muscle there. As the act progressed she started having spam after spam. She fell exhausted and grasping for breath. My dick was still inside tight going up and down. At last I climaxed with lot of sperm spilled out. 

We were lying side by side catching for our breath to come normal. It took some time while my hands were all over her. At last I reached for her private parts down. The mound was flat with smooth hairs, silken to touch. Here my finger touched on a metal like object. I was curious. I got up and looked the spot. Yes, it was a ring hooked across the hood on her clitoris. This made her clitoris exposed and the pendent fixed in the ring clinging on it. I touched it again. She said: “Oh, dear you seems to be a stranger to this. Many here have such ornaments, on them. Men also have them. It just like piercing your ears, nose and navel. Some pierce their nipples to put on hoods, caps, rings and studs. While women adorn their vagina; men do the same on their dicks.” She told me more about these   piercing. She: “When you thrust and your pubis hammers on my mound I feel in the seventh heaven since the ring rubs on my clitoris with the pendent. I don’t have a man in bed so I use the ring to stimulate the clitoris and thus enjoy a good fuck.” On that night I fucked her for second time. We fell asleep. 

APADRAVYA

Next day she took me to a lady of her, a little senior in age, by name V, an expert in body piercing. She could do an Apadravya on men, as practiced in the ancient days of Kamasutra. K introduced me as her cousin who is residing in the capital. She told me to show my prick to V. I opened the fly and placed mine on to the table. It was limp. She took in her hands and shook a little. It was getting tight and erect. She said: “Yours is not mature enough, still good at satisfying a woman.” We talked about various forms of piercing. “Many men go for vertical piercing and a stud. You are really special. I would suggest that you go for double piercing, that is one vertical on the head and one horizontal behind gland. Later you could wear a ring on it.” She showed us the studs from thin to thick. “Unlike a nose or ear the gland is thick and fleshy and could hold thicker studs but not immediately. As the wound heals we will change the stud to thicker ones. Since, your stay here is short;   I will do both piercing at the same time.”   V asked us to wait for an hour or so while she will prepare the table or piercing. K gave me more information on the ornamentation of body parts.       

Both self and K together wandered around the estate discussing the working there. She volunteered information about her colleague. According to her version the later is frustrated with life because of her dark skin. So far no one has offered marriage on hand. Even if someone came forward she will not agree.  Her reasoning is that her children might be black and experience the same discrimination and trauma as she herself. When we came back to the place V was ready with all equipments and implements. I undressed and stood along the table   while V took an anti-sceptic gel and anointed the prick the whole length. I was made to sit on a chair with a   hollow on the seat. When I sat my testicles went down. My prick remained limp. Slowly the sensation was fading. In another few minutes I felt as having lost my prick. It seemed as dead. V wiped the gel and marked the point on top and sides to be pierced. The needle used was similar to injection needle but covered with a hollow copper tube. She asked me to close my eyes and take a deep breath. One, two, three. I felt no sensation of the needle nor did I feel any pain. When she asked me to open my eyes and see her work, the copper tube was in place studded from both ends. There was blood on the glans and the cloth. V stuck a bandage to cover the area. She applied more gel. Once again I was asked to shut my eyes and take deep breath. 1, 2, 3.  When I opened my eyes the second stud was in place across. But there was more blood. V was telling that all went well. The bleeding was minimal. Both wounds got bandaged. She advised not to strain for urination. “Let it have its slow course. If there was more blood; use the bandages.” She handed some pack of bandages to K. V cautioned me saying that “there might be some difficulty in urinating for a few days. You might find urine passing out through several orifices that will be natural. The apadravya fitted goes through the urinal passage and parts it into two. Then there are the two openings for the stud through. But through time you will get used to some change in urinal spray. Only take care to sit ad urinate at least till the final fittings made and when you are comfortable to stand make it.” We rested in V’s room for more than half hour before moving from there. V once again checked for any sign but found nothing. “Dear K, take care for a few days. That mean, no intercourse until I check up again. If there is no blood, you might change the bandage after cleaning the penis in warm water for some minutes at a time. Turn the studs round and round a couple of times, before bandaging again. The healing may take more time but the blood will stop in a few days. Then bandaging is not compulsory. However, come after ten days.” I paid her for the services. She said good-bye to us.

It was difficult to go on denying oneself when a desirable object is near at hand and also ready to reciprocate. K took a lot of care and I rarely went to my parents. Responsibilities of checking the bandages three times a day and bathing were taken over by K. Though it was not welcome I had to keep control on myself. Somehow ten days passed. Both K. and I visited V’s place. She was expecting us. I was spread eagled on the table and she inspected the wounds. She: “You are catching fast. I am glad to note that the wounds are healing and seem normal. Now I will change the studs to thick ones.” After anointing with an anaesthetic gel and waiting for half an hour, she unscrewed the stud and took a thick one. This was inserted in place of the earlier ones. I felt only a pricking sensation and nothing. When I looked there I got thrilled with their view.  The studs were more prominent looking. V told us to wait one more week and come back.

One more horrible week! Occasionally I was getting erection and regretted going for the piercing. One more week and then, I have to go back to the city. The operation may not be complete by then. On the last night of the week, K checked on the condition of the penis. There was no blood or inflammation on the gland. On the other it looked fit. K handled the prick to find whether I had any pain. But nothing. “Aryan dear, when we go to V tomorrow I am sure that she will try the first fuck with your ornamented prick. Rather I would like to be fucked first with your adorned dick.”  So saying she divested of her clothes and lay naked on bed. Mine was getting up before I slipped off from my dress. It was a show. My raised prick was shining with the two studs across. K made a little play and I felt the stud getting tight. K said: “Aryan. Don’t rush and get hurt. Take your time to go in. I am opening wide enough for you not to get hurt.” She spread her thighs wide when I went over and slowly lowered on to her. Her hand guided the entry perfectly. In the first push I felt a little pain on the gland, but no obstruction and it glided down nicely. Then I started fucking her with slow strokes. “Don’t hasten. I am enjoying it. A slow stroke is a new experience. Don’t you like this my dear?”  “Oh, K I want to go fast.” I quickened my strokes. A little pain was surfacing. I thrust with force. My juice spurted. The pain remained for more time even after the prick was limp and slipped out of the vagina. I did not show the pain in my face. Thereafter we slept for the full night.

ADORNED

Next day K had to go to office to attend certain urgent business. While going she said. “Remember what I told you yesterday.”  I went to V’s place in the early afternoon. She gladly received me and enquired about K. she did not wait for an explanation. She took me to the operating room. I lay down on the table undressing. She inspected my penis and said: “The progress so far is good. Now there might not be any problem for you to go back. Now I will change these studs for medium ones. Also I will give you a pair from the top. As I told you earlier immerse the prick in hot water two – three times a day for about a fortnight and then change the studs with the new ones. There is a ring to go with the second stud. Start using it only when the girth of your prick goes up. It may take some time. Your body is still growing and the prick as well. Then the growth will stop. Come back at that time. You could select the suitable and attractive ornament.”  She handed those for me to look at. The studs had large but smoothly engraved heads. By this time the anaesthetic applied earlier worked out. She unscrewed the studs on me and pulled them out. There was no residue of any blood or fibre on them. She took the new studs and pushed one slowly in place and screwed it tight. Then the second was put in place.

“Now you are adorned with the best available with me. You could get fresh ones made if so wished. But for the present this has attraction for me.” She was caressing me down the naked torso.  My dick has raised its head high in the air. She looked at and fondled. “Yes my dear the last ritual to be completed. I will enjoy the first fuck with these studs. I will lie down and you stand up fuck me. She lay down on the table, naked from waste down, as I got up from there. At the edge she spread her legs apart widening the crack between her thighs. My dick ready I pushed the studded head into her. It did go smoothly. She: “If you feel pain go slow. Otherwise I like a fast one with full force.” The effect of the anaesthetic continued and I was able to use forceful thrusts for a long moment.  Though I was pumping, I felt no usual sensations there. So the time took was long. At last my prick spurted its juice in abundance on to her. She: “I am extremely pleased with your exercise. This will also help you to feel fully enforced. I envy those who will enjoy with you in future. But when you come next time have a heart to remember me also.” After some more talks I left her place to come to K’s house by evening. She has not yet come from office. I arranged myself presentable while waiting for her to come.

FULL FIGHT

She came a little late. The first information she sought was on her prediction. I told her that she was right. “V did not play with words. She was straight. She enjoyed a very long fuck. I did not feel the same because of the anaesthetic. I would have liked it without. K asked me to show her the new ornaments. I opened my fly and brought the dick forward for her to see. She fondled lightly. “I want to feel the same. So you apply the anaesthetic before we go to bed.” We took our dinner together with small talks in between. When everything was cleared we got in bedroom. I was naked and handed the anaesthetic tube on her hand. “Now apply.” She took it and squeezed some on to my dick spreading it all over. She also became naked. She went to the bath and cleaned and freshened up. I followed. In the bath room I gently wiped myself. The sensation was not there as if I lost my prick. I was back in the bedroom. K was in bed her legs open and the cunt showing.  “What is your feeling?”  “I don’t feel anything. I don’t have a prick now.” I responded. “Yes, that is what I want. There is no need for any ceremony if you are ready. Mine was in full profile the studs shining on its head. I moved over to her. She caught and guided me into her. She was telling: “With your studs in, my opening feels it tight. Push it down, my dear Aryan, all the way and deep. Yes, that is it. Now my cunt is full.”  It was a long haul. I had no sensation of making sex. I was just going up and down. From her face I could gauge that she is enjoying thoroughly. Spam after spam. Her whole body was shaking now and again. At last she opened her mouth but no noise. Breath was coming fast. She was almost unconscious of what is happening to her. I stopped pumping to let her regain. A few minutes later and she woke up.  “Oh. Dear!! I never had this kind of experience. All the way I went to heaven and never wanted to come back. You stopped and I am awaked.” She felt my dick still tight in her. “You are still there? I wonder.” I started pumping again. She: “Oh. This is sufficient for the time. My whole inside will be sore if you continue.”  “I am near to ejaculate. Just bear with me.” A few more strokes and my juice spurted filling her inside. My prick has not completely got back its life. I felt dead tired. We were flat on our backs, she still   wide open. I don’t know when we fell asleep. Not before long.

It was still dark and too early when we awoke. The light was bright we were all smiles. Numbness in my dick is gone. I said: “Dear K, you enjoyed but not me. Now I would like to have my share. Are you ready? Or go and get ready.” She got up and went to the bathroom, came back completely fresh. Then I went and freshened myself. Back in bedroom, we tightly embraced each other. “My inner is sore; still I want you to fuck me to your heart’s content. I will regret if I miss this opportunity. The soreness will vanish but this day will not come again”. Now it was a conscious act. Yes to fuck her again. We started slow went on and on. Sometime later I ejaculated in her. We felt peace engulfing us. One more nap before morning.

No more running around before I departed to city. I aimed at getting healed much earlier and therefore followed the routine advised by V. in the city I was disappointed to know that my aunt has gone along with the Rajmata on  long pilgrimage to Himalayan region. I wanted to share with her my new adornments, confide in her all. I tried to find L. she was in the midst of her family members all the time. Earlier also it was like that but I had my own auntie to take into bed. Still there were days when L will find excuses to visit me during some afternoon and offer her pussy to me to fuck. Yes, they were surreptitious meetings but we both enjoyed them. A month has gone since my arrival at home in the city. I felt my piercing healed and ready for next clip. So one day I took up the studs given by V and removed the ones that were in. After lubricating the spots and the studs, I inserted them one by one in place. They had thick shafts and heavy heads smoothly turned out. I looked at myself and also in the mirror. It looked beautiful. Who is going to be the first to taste and savour it? I wanted my auntie to be the first but L also. But one is away and the other is not available yet. I never wanted to try it with any maids or strangers in the palace. I treasured my treasure for the two only.

Another month is gone. Two months of abstinence from any sex. I was feeling depressed. At one desperate moment I even thought of mounting the old hag coming daily to clean up the place. Yes, she is not a desirable woman with almost weathered skin. Two loose bags for busts. How her pussy down would like be? My studs may not penetrate and even if done I might even get sore. So I did not attempt it. Suddenly one day news came that the pilgrimage party is back. Still auntie did not appear at home for a week more. She was in the palace putting everything in place, for the benefit of Rajmata.               

My aunt came in the evening. The house was cleaned by day and the hag has prepared some food in the night for me. Since, auntie came unexpectedly, she engaged in preparing some fresh dishes. “Dear Aryan, what is the news from your end? How are my brother, bhabi and nieces and nephews? I don’t know who else is there since I never visited the place   even once. You should enlighten me.”

I narrated much of that I observed and people met. My fried the horse trainer, K my temporary host and V the expert. I explained in detail how the mating of the horse and mare was arranged and how they went about it. I used some racy language to convey the feeling of the two. She urged me to go on but I refrained from telling about my own adornment. I also conveyed my depressed state in forcible abstinence from sex that I deserved always. She asked me about L. I told her the fact that during the whole two months I was not able contact her though I did announce my arrival by going to her at home. Auntie regretted the situation faced. She said: “I am here for you now.”

Now it was her turn to give me her experiences on pilgrimage. She informed me the places visited and the travails of the journey. She also felt deprived of her sexual needs. She: “My dear Aryan, I felt a lot that you were not with me. I have heard from people who know that I might meet certain sadhus, who practice sacred sex. Also some Tantrics. Yes, they were very much there and available. They say that some babas could go on fucking for a full night as part of the sacred ritual. I think I should take a holiday and visit those. But I did not get any opportunity to experiment with them. The security was so rigid that going out at night well nay impossible. So I was eagerly waiting to reach back home.

We had our dinner. She was in a hurry and changed to casual and went to bedroom signalling me to follow. I did. She was naked in bed. I went over, divested my dress, lay over her face down. Since, my foreskin was closed over the studded gland she did not perceive them. That was what I wanted, to surprise her. Whether she will know the difference? I touched its tip onto her entrance. A forceful push and it went in all the way. I went on vigorously pulling and pushing fast faster. Her moan was audible. I also felt the same joy. Two months abstinence has given the act a special quality. When it was over, we both fell flat exhausted. We remained silent for more time. She slid towards me and said: “Aryan, I felt something different today. Might be due to the long abstinence or.”    

I got up brought my penis to her close view. It was limp and the studs dangled loose. She looked. “So this is what is new.  I have heard about it but did not give it a serious thought. Really the experience is unique.” I told her all about how it happened.  “My dear, I wanted you to be the first and it happened so. These studs are third. I had not used them up to now thou they are one month old. I waited for you. Both K and V also had the experience, when those studs were thinner. You are the first one to savour it in original.”  We had a second debut before we slept.

My sexual exploits were restricted during the next three years as I gave all my time and concentration to complete my graduation and post graduation. Not that I denied it. My auntie was there whenever I felt like having a good fuck. At rare occasions L came to me for her quota once in two months or so. She was surprised to feel my adornment inside on the first time. I had to explain all this. She was the second to learn. From that time onwards she was very eager to find time to get to me for a satisfying fuck. But she was too busy to take time off from home because of the presence of her husband and children.  

During the next two vacations I did not go to my parents because they were also vacationing somewhere else. I realised that my natural growth stopped at that age and I felt my body perfect. My prick has grown and the two studs had to be replaced. I measured the correct size and ordered a jeweller to prepare a pair with bigger and smoothly engraved heads. Compared to what I was wearing; these looked too big. I told my aunt also about this and she was amazed to see and feel them. On the first night on wearing the new studs we indulged in prolonged foreplay, like kissing and sucking all over our bodies. When the session started we were too high in emotional mount. Both made hard hitting thrusts finally collapsing together.  She asked for one more when we awoke in the small hours of morning. The experience was too delicious to describe in words. We entwined our bodies and lay till the light in morning.  

My member has grown to a sizable length and girth. When erect its head looked like a closed fist with four prominent stud heads, on two long shafts. Many of my mistresses got scared when they saw my fully erect dick. During intercourse the studs   rubbed their clitoris imparting a double digit pleasure that they could not bear. Most of them collapsed at the first fuck itself. Other wanted more. I allowed a second course on very specific cases only.

TIGER MOUTH

On next vacation I went to my parents place. I found the place as it was but for some new houses mostly departmental. At the first opportunity I met V at her home. There was no sign of her aging. She was in good health and cheer. We greeted each other held informal conversation. At one stage she mentioned that she had something special for me from her ancestral treasure. She took me to her bedroom and opened a cupboard. From there she took a box out to the table. On the table she opened the box. It had a large, wide and shining ring. “This is waiting for you. I think this will fit perfect. This belonged to my grandfather. He was a tall hefty fellow. He was wearing it for years and fucked a lot of ladies, not only here but in the city as well.” So saying she took the ring; for me to view. It was thick and moulded like wide open jaw of a tiger. Inside it was too smooth.  “Now show me how you have grown up. I will make if any alteration is needed.” I stretched on the table leaving my under garments down. She took my dick on hand. “It looks like an innocent and calm that it will not hurt anyone. How many cunts you have seen since, my fitting the studs? Must be in large numbers? Today I will adorn you with a king size one. Not even a nymphomaniac will leave unsatisfied.”  My dick was hard and erect. She loosened the second stud below the gland and pushed the ring down with some lubrication. The ring had two side holes through which the stud was to be fixed.” She asked me to look at myself. I did and I was amazed at the fit. Yes, I am sure it will never fail to satisfy any deep cunt. V said: “Last time K out did me that she owned to me later. This time I will be the first to taste this.”

She made me follow her to the bedroom. There we undressed in front of the other. On to the bed. She spread her thighs wide for my ornamented penis to penetrate her. Thou the tiger mouth was open it had one full with the penis head in. she guided it to smugly enter her orifice. I felt it scratching her inner lips and slide down. Who experienced the most pleasure from the devise; I don’t know but the moans and the glow in her face expressed all. It took few more minutes to fall in climax. She: “Now I know how my granddad conquered a lot of pussies. Nobody resist from asking more. They would never forget and deny it second time when opportune.” She and freshened up before parting. “Don’t hesitate to come back whenever you wish.” That day I went home to sleep.

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I sought the horse trainer next. My curiosity was about her discovering anything new on the horses. She was too busy to spare her time for me at first but she did.    
I met her in her private room. She welcomed me with pleasure. We talked for long mainly about new breed of horses reared there. I said: “My dear, last time you were telling me about how you used to imagine yourself in place of the mare, while they were mating. Are you still imaging it?”  She: “No more imaginations. I have found the way to be the one.” She extensively explained how she found more about the male behaviour, how he senses the readiness of the female and the time for mating. It was fascinating to know scientific observations made by non-scientific persons. At last she came to the answer. “The male finds from sniffing at female urine that she is fit. Then he prepares.” Come tomorrow and see what I do in private to gratify my desires.” I felt puzzled and curious. The wait was long.

Early morning next she came collected me to follow her. We reached a secluded part of the pen where a mare was fidgeting around. There was specially prepared ramp. A young horse stood in another covered area. She went to the mare and induced her to pass urine that was collected in a pot. She took the mare to another covered spot. She allowed the horse to come there. She removed her undergarments moved up her corset and went to sit on the ramp. She spread her thighs wide showing her opening to the space. She slowly poured the collected urine on her cunt. The ramp had a devise to secure her upper body that was moved over. Now I could see her pink pussy. The horse came around sniffing. He sniffed at her pussy more than once, may be to make sure. She caressed the horse several minutes. Then I saw the horse raising its forelegs and aiming its erect penis to the source of urine smell. It was too big, too rigid and long. Her hand caught and guided directly to her pussy entrance. It went with force. How deep? It started pumping fast and that lasted more than fifteen minutes. The horse gasped and slid down from the ramp. Slowly its prick withdrew into its underbelly. I did not notice the trainer dismounting from the ramp but she was there before me all dressed and beaming with joy. She: “See how I have grown up. This is my achievement, my own for my own enjoyment and happiness. I need no men including you. No one could attain this intimacy and understanding with the horse and mare without years of mutual encounters. I am too satisfied. First I never thought that I could succeed but perseverance and patience paid.” 

I did not utter a word in response. I was thinking about the stupendous effort expended to get a desired result. It means that human beings could do a lot of things even not in nature. Though I am not a witness, I have heard about girls, women experimenting with male dogs. There are some stories when one or other got trapped and needed outside help to separate them. I have not read any literature on the subject. These were my thoughts at the time.

DIFFERENT VENTURES

I did not venture out for some more days. K was out of the place for some time and expected only in about a month. I don’t want her to know my new treasure and I am reserving it to my dearest aunt next. So K should be satisfied with what she gets. I had only a month and half to complete my vacation. So no sex for a month. V never asked me to come back and she knows that K is out for another month. The trainer doesn’t want any because she is fully satisfied with what she had. I accepted my fate bravely. I will wait. On one day early morning I was just wandering aimlessly in the periphery of the estate as part of a morning walk. I felt some movement in a secluded grove. Curiosity took me there. Inside the grove a middle aged man was straddling a she goat. He did not see me. He was naked in his lower half and his prick was going in and out in the goat’s vagina. I thought he was enjoying it. I moved back from there. Might be the man is indulging in a harmless pursuit of his sexual urge. That man came out of the grove sometime later leading the she goat. This is a new knowledge and it doesn’t hurt. More days passed without any new encounter to report.

I came to know K’s arrival. When I went to meet her there was another man in the house. She introduced him as her cousin. “He will be here for three days. He is on his way to certain official duties and just stopped here to see me after a long time. From his behaviour I could visualise that it is not a casual visit. He may be a cousin but for the time being he is more than that. I am sure that she has not denied herself the opportunity to get fucked by her cousin. It also meant that my turn could come only after three more days. I visited her on the three days either at lunch or evening. My observations confirmed that she is enjoying her sex life. I don’t feel envy or jealous because of the fact I will be here only for another week and I will have my share.     

LAST AND BEGENNING

I went to K’s house on the day of departure in the morning. We had a good lunch prepared by K. after lunch he packed the luggage, called for a vehicle and left, taking leave of both. K said: “I am dead tired after a long journey and no rest for the last four days. Tomorrow I shall have to join office and don’t know what are the jobs waiting to be attended. Dear Aryan, please excuse me.” I said good bye and came out.  One more day of abstinence. What a fate? I did not pursue her on next day. Only one week left and I do not know whether I will get the days free. On the third day I casually happened to visit the office. K was in her room. Wishing her good day I entered. She was glad to receive me. “I was expecting you to call yesterday. Were you engaged otherwise?” “No I just felt lazy.” She: “I thought that you have found an alternate one. Tell me the truth.” No, my K. I did not go finding one but you. For one and half months I am waiting for you alone.”  She: “Oh. I am so sorry that I was away when you arrived here. But I was not in the know that you have plans to come. You did not turn up during the earlier three vacations.”  “Let us catch up with whatever is left. I am coming today evening.”

She welcomed me with full smiling face. Dinner was ready early and we had it completed leisurely. We were talking for a long time before entering the bedroom. Consciously or not we were stark naked while approaching the bed. I was not wearing the tiger head on my penise. That I kept reserved for my dear auntie to taste before any other.  I lay on my back and she came over me widely spacing her thighs. The aperture aimed at right on my stiff erect dick. I did not see the jewel over her clitoris. I groped for it to tweet while her hand was on my member.  “Oh. Good you have those studs in place. I could feel them. I removed mine when my cousin was here and fucking me.  He need not know. But I forgot to put on for you. Wait a little. I will put it in place.” Saying this she moved to the cupboard to collect the ring and fix it in place. Unconsciously she was proclaiming her infidelity to me. But it would be dishonest to cite it against her. Just take her as it is. That is my view. There is no room for selective morality. Before starting her up and down exercise she turned around her back to me. She lightly bent her torso and started the up and down turn. I had nothing to do not even holding her tits. This is the first time anyone disabled me in doing my duty. But I relaxed and savoured the experience. My dick was stiff   enough to keep her hoisted some more minutes. She moaned and gasped. As mine ejaculated she was down. After a time; she disengaged and got up. She brought her wet pussy to my face and pressed it onto my mouth. I licked my own cum mixed with her juice. His was another experience that I am grateful to K.

She took a towel and wiped my mouth and her own pussy. “I will get my ring and you fix it properly. Then we could go for the second course.”  She went and took the ring from the cupboard. She gave it me to fix on her. As she lay on bed spread eagled I spotted the dent on her mound and slowly inserted the ring. It had a separate head to screw up. I did it.

Then another bout. Both sitting and facing each other. We slid closer and the dick went into her cunt hole. Both had to be active to enjoy the bout. In fact we supported ourselves on our hands, both bottoms raised; for action and reaction. It lasted until our palms felt pain. We dismounted and resorted to old regular position to complete the fucking.  We fell fast asleep while close and entwined together. Before the morning lights we had one more normal session.   Unfortunately I found no time to meet her during the next days. Only one night left. It will not proper to leave without holding a full session.

I hasten with my packing in the day itself and went to meet K at her home in the evening. Since, she was not expecting she did not prepare for a dinner. But she welcomed me with both hands closing them around me. She: “Please wait and I will be ready with dinner in few minutes. She went to the kitchen. I also followed her there. We both together started to prepare the dishes. Meanwhile we were over one another came and sat down to eat our dinner. We did not hurry but eat slow. We were looking at each other’s profile and appreciated it. Few moments later we finished the dinner and went for freshening up. In the bedroom I was naked and waited or K. she came with her flimsy night dress on. She sat beside me and indulged in a prolonged foreplay, caressing, kissing, licking and sucking. She licked and sucked my nipples and penis. I kissed licked and sucked her nipples and tits. All the time my dick was high and stiff and her cunt was oozing wet. It was big time. She on top impaled on my long shaft. She was smiling in extreme pleasure. We both thrust on each other highlighting our hold. I had her thrusting busts on hands squeezing them as the feeling of pleasure heightened. A little longer she collapsed on my chest crushing those tits. I enclosed her in my hands tight.

She: “Aryan dear, I will cherish these two days when you are away. Yes, I had debuts with, not many but a varied samples. I started to seek enjoyment too late. When I met you for the first time, I had only a couple of encounters with my cousin, whom you met this time. My first experience was with him after years of abstinence due the missing husband. My cousin gave me confidence in myself to go ahead and fulfil my desires. He has his family and children in the city. His profession allows him to travel to many cities but not remote places like here. But every year he makes it point to come to me and stay for two three days. This year he was late in coming. So it coincided and interfered with our rendezvous. I do want you come again for more days.”      

My response: “My dear K. I am happy to hear all these from. Your frankness encourages me. I feel that you are genuinely interested in me. I confide in you that you made me a man to act as man. Your contribution to enlighten me on sex is priceless. Without your example and assurance I would not have gone for the apadravya and ornamentation. Today I feel that I could conquer any woman. But I will be selective, just as you are. I will try to come back occasionally so that we could renew our close relation. I am going tomorrow morning and therefore need to take leave of you now.” We changed to usual cloths. Before getting out of the house I embraced her tight, kissed her on the lips for long. I again hugged her close and massaged her busts. She was almost in tears with emotion.

BACK TO CITY

The next day morning I started back to the city. Now I am grown up. I refused to go after just any pussy but became very selective. One could get many of the palace ladies just by a signal but I have outgrown them. My pick is my own auntie and then L in the city. In the village it could be K. There in city my auntie was waiting to receive me to her heart. But she was in the zenana on the next three days on    certain festival reasons. She came home on fourth day dead tired. There was a new maid at home to help in house work not that old as the earlier one. When auntie came home she conveyed that she would rather rest for the full day and also night. The maid was asked to prepare our dinner before she left. Auntie rested in bed for the full the full day except for taking lunch. In the evening she rose and came in the hall and joined to view the TV. She started conversing on matters in the palace and the festival. She: “It was too tiring to be responsible for too many things. I am sorry for not being at home when you arrived. My dear Aryan you should excuse me for today as well. I hope to be well and fit by tomorrow.”

After our dinner and sitting and talking for some time she got up. I also got up ready to go to my bedroom. “You come with me to my room. Hold me cuddle me so that I get a good and deep sleep. I will feel fresh in the morning with you. Sleep with me.” I complied. She changed to a light dress and I followed. Side by side I held her close to heart and kissed her face. She closed her eyes. Within moments she was asleep. Yes, she was too tired, too stressed to keep conversing. Slowly I     followed her. When I awoke in the middle of night she was fast asleep in my hold. I slowly disengaged from her went to the bath. I came back and slid be side holding her onto me. When I awoke in the morning she was still deep in sleep. I cradled her holding tight. Another hour or so till sunlight was coming in. she opened he eyes. “So, it is already morning? I slept unusually long, isn’t Aryan? I   feel fine. You take your time. I will get ready.” 

Morning ablutions over as in past we both met at the dining table. She got me some tea for us. Then the time passed. Breakfast time we had it together. I had to   go out until lunch time. Auntie wished me good and said: “Remember to be back for lunch.” However, I was a little late in coming back and she was waiting with food spread on the table. We had a hearty meal. After clearing we sat down on the sofa next to each other. “Dear Aryan, I feel rejuvenated in last night rest. I have to thank you for holding me all night and even later.” We were holding each other. “You have not told me about meeting V in village. What did she advice on your sex life and ornamentation?”  I told her about it in full. V’s gifting her ancestor’s heirloom and her insistence to taste it first. Auntie asked me to show the piece. I got up and got the ring and handed to her. She looked at it with astonishment. “What a ring? I never thought of this thou I knew about the studs. It looks as a big tiger’s open mouth. It was for gifting this ring that V made you to pierce horizontally behind the gland. Does it cover the apadravya? I think so. Or does it interfere? Did you like it? Did you enjoy with her? I am eager to know and experience it myself.”

I stood near the table, my fly open. “Now you could see what it looks like when fitted. I place the prick on the table to her view. It was asleep. I unscrewed the stud behind my gland and took it out. I placed the tiger mouth on to the gland. It had holes on both sides. I pushed the stud from one end. It went thru to the gland opening and reached the other end. The stud that was removed earlier was screwed again onto this end. It was loose on the head. “It seems big for you Aryan.”  I said: “No my dear. When at V’s I felt it tight enough. The apadravya did not interfere with it. The tightness doubled my sensitivity.” By this time my prick was fully erect and raised its head high. It was wearing a king’s headgear. She held it on her hands, felt its girth. She was pleased and it showed her look. “I think that with this equipment you will be conquering all. Nobody will go unsatisfied if known.” I said: “My dear, I don’t want go hunting for prey. I have you and I will be happy to please you. My stay at the village made me reflect on this deeply. I have come to the conclusion that as long as my dear aunt is available I should not seek anyone else. If at all that should be a selected one. You gave me the first taste of a virgin by making the gandharva, which I will never forget. May be another desirable virgin? But I am sceptical on it. The times change.”  She: “I am with you on this. But variety is the spice of life. You should not hold back when an offer comes. That is not man like.” We retired for the rest of the day in our rooms.

We were in the bedroom right after dinner. Our foreplay was slow. Undressing itself took time.  We eyed each other on each move. It was exciting enough. One by one our cloths found their ground. We climbed on the naked from opposite sides. The view of our bodies in the mirror enhanced our emotion. We tumbled on the bed. Before long we were clutching each other tight kissing and cuddling. In the process she turned her head to my groin and caught the gland with the tiger head, kissed it and closed her mouth around the head. She sucked it for some time. As it got fully erect she was not able hold the head in her mouth. “Your john is ready, so am I.”  She again turned and lay spread eagled. I rose up over her. I felt her vagina and found it moist enough to insert the tiger head. As per V it should be moistened with lubricant to insert it easily into the pussy. I pointed the head onto the centre and inserted. It went in with the moan coming out from her throat. “It feels tight. You go ahead. I am happy to taste the new.”  I went on pumping and her moan went on increasing. She was thrusting up as I pushed. More minutes and in between how many orgasms she experience could not be counted; multiple orgasms. Her eyes were closed and face looked delighted. I   spent all force with last thrust. My juice poured out in her. I slid on her body. I stayed like that a few moments till my dick slipped out. Then I turned to her side and held her tight. I started caressing her busts and nipples until she awoke to the stimulations.

“I cannot stand for a second. Let us sleep and regain our composure.” She turned and pressed her chest against mine. When did we go to sleep? Not clear. When we awoke it was already near morning. She wanted one fuck before getting up. She motioned me. I again tested her vagina for moister but found it less. I got up and put my mouth to her pussy and moistening it thoroughly with ample saliva. I topped over her and pushed my prick in the hole. Saliva is good lubricant. This time out tussle lasted more minutes with her experiencing multiple orgasms until I ejaculated in her. We slide on our sides and savoured the pleasurable experience for some more time. It was time to rise.   

Next couple of days we repeated the scene to savour more of the same. We were experiencing the merit of wearing the tiger head. It was pervasive. She said that much and more about the head. There were more days when we had no intercourse at all not because of no desire but to be practical. No tension and no strain. However, I wanted L to know about and experience the new outfit on me. It was long time since I visited L. In one of the evenings auntie enquired about L saying “She is my best friend and I would like share my experience with roaring tiger head.” I responded “yes, I also would like her to know ad feel it in her but I did not get time to contact her nor did she came.” Auntie continued “I was thinking of having a threesome an image us three i the act. I have heard about such acts in the palace where the females out number males. Some did talk on this to me. I shrugged off and did not wait for any details. Now the thought came to my mind about calling L to join. Aarya, why don’t you take some time from college and meet L on an afternoon?” i said “Most of the days I am in the class. Also there is o certainty of meeting her on such a day. I will take a chance before the weekend.” Our conversation was on a Sunday.
On next Thursday I found time in the afternoon to be at the door of L’s home. I pushed door bell for her to come. Usually she may be taking a catnap after lunch. It took some time for L to come and see me at the door. She opened the door. I noticed her sleepy eyes. L said that felt sleepy. She motioned me to sit ad herself wet to the bath to wash her face and be fresh. Then she went into the kitchen and prepared and brought two glasses of salted lime water to drink. While sipping she said “Aaryan, I feel guilty for not contacting you for too long a time. I never got time enough. Last couple of days I wanted to contact you. I am happy that you are here today. First thing first.” So saying she completed her drink. She got up and started to her bedroom. She asked me to fresh up if needed and come to the bed.
I went in the bath freshen and used the towel to wipe the wetness on my face. When I entered the bedroom, L was ready stark naked lying on bed. I expected it to happen but not so soon. She has kept her thighs wide open. After undressing I crawled over bent my torso a little. “First things first as I said earlier. Enter me now. I am ready.” She said and at the same time caught the head of my penile. She smiled at me “good it is there.”
Slowly my dick came to life, big and hard and then slide down fast. It seemed that she had lubricated her hole in advance. From slow to fast and giving hard knocks in between, the fucking went on for some time. She was experiencing spam after spam orgasms. My hands were pressing those globular busts. She kept her hands pressed on mine. Slowly she calmed and was limp. It took two more hard strokes for me to release into her. I collapsed on her chest and remained so for some moments. My hard dick softened and slides out from the lodging. Then slowly I slide down to her side holding her to me. She opened her eyes and kissed me full in the mouth, got up to wipe her parts by a towel that she used on mine also. She moved out to get dressed properly. I also got up from the bed dressed and followed out of bed room to living room. 

Here we sat side by side my hand resting on upright boob and her hand over my pant. With my free hand I took out her hand saying “you may start it again.” L asked about wellbeing of auntie and continued “I am too busy but also wanted to come to you to satiate my hunger. If you have not come today I would have taken the risk. You have some message to me. Is it from auntie or?” i said. “Dear L it is always in my mind but as you said about a risk, I also felt so. Now auntie wants you to come and join us in one of these nights. We will make a joyful union.  
She also said it will be rewarding and no regrets.” L replied with an “aahh” and then “I don’t want to imagine. Let me think. Today is Thursday. On Saturday morning, my man will be going out of town on business and will be back, only on Monday evening. That means two nights but I cannot afford both due to the presence of my children. I will send then to my sister on Saturday and receive them back on Sunday evening. They will have a good time with all at home. So let me enjoy a night with you and auntie on Saturday. I will be there in the evening itself. It is a promise though I don’t know what is planned for me.” When I got up I took her face close to me kissed on both her cheeks and deep kiss right on her mouth. I departed.

DOUBLE SHUFFLE         

At home later at night I conveyed L’s promise to come on Saturday night. I was curious asked auntie to tell me her plan. Auntie said “you don’t think of it Aryan, see how I will manage.” There was no sex that night and the night following. We slept huddled in bed.
On Saturday some of my colleagues arranged a day out. I was home in the evening at about sixty. L came to open the door. As I entered she locked the door and clung on me hugging hard and kissing me on mouth. I noticed auntie there looking at us wrapped on each other. “L you have become bold nowadays.” L responded “that was your teaching me to be bold. I am happy.”  I went in my room and freshened myself in the bath room and also had a shower. Dressing myself in casuals I went to sitting room. As I inclined on the sofa L came out of kitchen also wearing a clinging dress on her. She sat down beside me holding my hand in her lap. She said “we have prepared a frugal dinner for us. We will taste them after some time. Auntie came and sat with on the other side. She was in dress that is familiar to me, a chemisole that showed her naked body in. Both L and auntie on sides my hands held them together their jutting chests hitting on sides. Auntie said “Aryan, you are progressing even without my instructions. Good of you to anticipate.”  “No auntie, I did not do anything intentionally but out of natural inclination.” We sat like that for a little longer and then went to the side of dining table to partake of dinner. The dishes were on the table before auntie came to us. Both competed to serve them to me while they filled their plates. The dinner was without any ceremony except for half a bottle of good wine. We offered ‘cheers’ and sipped it. When the dinner was finished the bottle was empty. Who imbibed more? I congratulated them both for their very tasty dishes.

We sat on the sofa again to view some TV scenes. They were not interesting to keep us from bed room. Now all were in bed room. In the room both got out of their garments. Auntie made quick turn and stood stark naked there. L had her under wear and bra to divest. She did fast. Both got into the bed lay very close to each other. I sat on the side of L to prepare her for a waiting surprise. The tiger head was fitted while in the bath room. I needed her tits and nipples, sucked them in turn. My hand reached her pubis to get hold of the clit. I slowly massaged it round and round. Auntie was also not sparing in raising L’s libido. She also tested the moistness inside L’s cunt. Aunt motioned me to mount L from top. I rose from the side hovered over L. L was holding her hands on two sides of parting the outer and inner lips for easy penetration. The tiger hidden under the foreskin entered in, a little slow. As I pressed it down she shuddered opening her mouth with no noise coming out. She was feeling the tiger enter her but did not know what. She was dump as I started my action slow strokes. Auntie raised herself over L fitting her open pussy on other’s mouth. It was unexpected to L. She could not utter any word. When my pumping reached a point I stopped for auntie turned around and offered her glistening cunt towards me. Her tits were dangling in the face of L. She did not know what to do. Auntie told her to catch hold of the tits, press, and squeeze and pinch them hard. My member was resting in and holding hard.         

L has lost her mind and playing hard with tits on hands. I jerked when the pending up tension erupted inside L. Auntie noted it and withdrew to the side. All of L became limp and soft. Her eyes closed, she remained that way for some more time. I took a little moment to extricate my penis as it was going soft inside. In this play, without an intention on her part L scratched those tits hard enough to leave those marks. But auntie also did not feel it at that time. She felt the scratches a burning senses ion. She lifted her tits and found those reddening marks. L regained her senses and looked at auntie. Auntie brought them to L’s attention. She looked at the marks and conveyed her deep regret saying “Akka I am sorry and make my apologies.” Auntie responded “there is no need being sorry. We both enjoyed the play and that is enough cause not to regret.”

To me she said “Aryan, I sensed something different. Something roaring inside as you pushed and pulled.” Auntie responded “Dear L this is what I planned for you. A completely new and fantastic experience. I saw with pleasure you reaching spam afar spam, orgasm after orgasm. Unfold your mind.” L sat up and inspected my adorned dick caught the tiger on her hand. “So this was roaring inside. What is it Aryan?” I explained to her “you named it correctly. It is really a roaring tiger head.” “My dear Akka and Aryan, it was not only roaring inside my snatch but all around my body. No fuck could match this ecstatic high. I really felt lost into a high happy heaven. I don’t think that I ever got such any sensation while my man fucked me all my life. The crossed studs itself was given me a vast difference in my experience. This is much higher.”    

When I dismounted both made space for me in the middle. I placed my hands wide supporting them at their neck. They were resting on my sides, pressing globes on to me. Their hands held my limp member. We took a long rest thus. Then auntie mentioned that it is her turn. I rose to give her help in widening her legs. By this time my dick rose up to act. I positioned my prick aiming at the wide hole entered in. As I pressed it down auntie motioned L to come up. She positioned in a way to rest her cunt on to the mouth of auntie. She pushed L to reach her pussy in my mouth. I pulled L to me and started licking and sucking it. My dick was resting in aunties inside. Auntie handled L’s tits deftly to arouse her libido to a height. This game continued some more time till auntie pulled back L so to rest her socked pussy in her mouth; I started pumping in and out. It was a treat for her all the way. One last push I ejaculated inside. The disengagement of all three in order to rest back. The same position as earlier, they on my sides, I holding them.

After a long rest auntie motioned L “Aryan is up. Get ready for a second treat.” She pushed me to move and give space to L. L came in middle spread her thighs wide. I took the space between them. L caught my shaft and guided its head to her wide opening. I pushed it in as she released her hand. Now it is auntie’s turn to feed me her cunt. L did not play those dangling globes on her face. Instead she caught her’s to press and crush. My prick was resting inside L’s deep pussy. After some more minutes of suck auntie moved her cunt over L’s mouth making her suck its juice. L was busy sucking and pressing her own tits by both hands. Here I moved them apart and got hold of those full busts to keep me secure while started fucking auntie up and down. L’s hands were pressing mine. A few more hard strokes later, I ejaculated in. As in earlier two occasions we rested back me holding them close together.  

We remained that way for longer. Then auntie said “it is my time.” The exercise as in our second bout repeated exhausting our breath. I dismounted from auntie lay myself in middle between them. Our privates were socked wet ad sticky. But we did not try to wipe it and closing on each other. I held them close and tight their busts jutting my sides. Their thighs spread and closed on my own in both sides pressing on me their socking sticky cunts. Without realising the time we went asleep.

DAY AFTER

When I woke up, it was all light. Auntie was not in my side. She might have woken up early. She might have covered me and L after getting up. I peeped through and found auntie dressed and drying her hair. She came near to me and whispered. “Aryan doesn’t disturb L. Let her sleep.” L has not moved even little from pose before we slept. I continued to hold for longer before she opened her eyes. She blinked as there was more light. She disengaged from my embrace and sat on the bed.”Oohh, is it so late.” Saying she slowly moved out of the bed and to the bathroom as naked as she was. Afterwards I followed her and found L showering naked. Although I have seen many females in nude but had no opportunity to view a showering naked. I liked the view of L under shower her breasts jutting forward to catch the spray directly on their rose up nipples. Later she widened her thighs to take the spray directly on to her cunt. It was a view I may not forget in future. L came out of shower and fetched a towel to dry herself. As L wet out still asked, I took my daily morning cores had a shower bath, dried ad wet into the room for dressing.
Auntie came in to announce that she has prepared a breakfast and so invited the two to take seat by the dining table. L was not in her dress but was wearing one of auntie’s slips. She had nothing under it as I noticed. We sat down and auntie brought crisp toasted sandwiches on a plate. They were hot enough. Nest she brought coffee and cups. We started nibbling the sandwiches slow ad chewing it to taste the mix of chutney, onions and homemade cheese. It tasted delicious. L became vocal. “Akka, many-many thanks for planning the last night for my account. I will never forget this experience anytime in future. There were other experiences as well. I never dreamed of tasting a pussy nor mine licked, probed ad sucked. These new experiences joined with a roaring tiger inside were unforgettable indeed. In terms of enjoinment I reached high heavens. If there is a heaven it is this. During my married life there was only one posture in the bed. Me with widened thighs and my man over me crouching and fucking. That was something like a ritual on nights when the man was feeling horny. You and Aaryan thought me for a difference. I don’t know whether I will get similar opportunities. But I will try. There were some days when my man teased me take his prick in mouth and suck which I did dutifully. It was in preparation to arouse his. It did work more often than not. I did feel satisfied with these few. Until I came in contact with Aryan started getting more I knew nothing else than what my man was doing to me.”

After the breakfast, auntie told us to be cosy in the bedroom while she will cook our lunch. We retired to the bedroom. I got the pillows adjusted for me to incline. One seeing me ease on them L saddled on the side with her slip open from top, exposing the hard globes. She pressed them on me and rested sidewise. She whispered in my ears “My Dearest Aryan, if I had a choice, I will remain with you all my life. Also my children are dear to me but they will separate from me sometime or other. I have to continue with a boring one dimensional relation with my husband. For long we remained in that position while I caressed her back on my flat palm. She said, “Your caressing will make me sleep on you.” Thus saying she moved out closing her chest. She went to the kitchen. I waited for auntie to announce lunch. I got up and went to the table where both and L were seated with lunch plates in front. We partook our lunch with little talk in between.

After lunch both retired to bedroom. They might be sharing their mutual experiences. Time went on while i was reading class textbooks. Both were back with cups of yea and snacks. L has changed to her regular dress. Before taking leave she embraced me tight and murmuring words “Aryan, Aryan” kissed me full in mouth which I reciprocated with ardent desire. She disengaged and proceeded without saying any more. Auntie followed her out. She came back after a few minutes. She caught my hands and said “Aryan, L is too emotional now. I wish her calm. She has to go ad collect her children from sister’s. Otherwise I would not have allowed her to go now.”        

STUDIES

From that day on I was busy concentrating on studies to prepare for exams. There was no wish to sleep with auntie which she understood. Then the days of exams. I did the papers well. I graduated in Masters in science and history. I was first in the university. The university convocation was held after a few months where I was honoured by the King and Queen together. The award was presented by two hands one of queen and the other of the king.  The queen looked at my face and murmured “a very good performance.” I bowed my head. I was sitting in the front row. When the ceremony was over, the pairs came down and the audience stood up in honour. On the way the queen touched my shoulder said: “I should meet you on one of these days.” I shook my head “Yes.” A few days later I presented myself at the queen’s palace. I told a maid at the entrance to announce me to her highness. Some waiting time. The maid came back and guided me to the queen’s chamber. As I went I bowed to her. The maid withdrew from the room. The queen was on a rocking chair. She motioned me sit on a chair. She asked me about my studies and any future plans. My response “I have not decided on them. After I meet my parents and family, some plan might come up.”   
“I appreciate you. How can I reward you further? I suggest that you come here in the evening on next Monday. I will have more time since the king will be away for a week out of state. Are you game for it?” I said “I will comply sure.” Her gestures and body language suggested something else. I left the room and palace to home. At home auntie conveyed that the king is going and she also going along. I did not reveal the invitation from the queen.

Though I abstained from any sex for near about six months, I continued to wear those studs on my cock. V has told me not to remove for long. That may cause the closure of the holes. Some time it may become difficult to refit or even necessitate another piercing. So I did keep them in place, occasionally cleaning and fitting. They did not give me discomfort. So to palace. 

INSIDE PALACE

On the appointed day and time I was present at the palace. When I went in the queen was sitting in the balcony. After few more words for coming in time as promised, she directed me to the next room and get fresh and wait for dinner that she has already ordered. I should re-enter her room at about ten. After dinner it was not yet time. So I rested for some more time.
I entered her room a little late and found her sitting on the bed covering herself. I found it amusing. So my guess is right after all. She wants me to fuck her. She motioned me to sit on the side: “This is the after reward waiting for you.” She removed the cover exposing her complete nude body under. She just looked like auntie, a little elder. She said: “You are not new to view this site. I am sure, you are experienced and I need not teach you. I am not yet ready, so prepare me with some foreplay.”

I started kissing from top down. At the same time one of my hands went fondling and massaging her boobs and fingers tweaking erect nipples and another went searching her clit. It was prominent enough to hold on my fingers and roll it round. This play went on for some time. She was ready as her legs widened apart with glistening moisture. I sidled between those legs with hard cock targeting her deep hole. It went in pushing walls wide. I felt that she had a shudder in her groin. As I inclined towards her body, I caught her boobs tight in my hands for support started fucking her properly.  She has already started to experience spam and orgasm. I went up and down her pussy with more vigour effecting strong thrusts pushing her uterus up. She was all sensations. It took more time for me to ejaculate in her since i did not indulge in the act of sex. It was pleasure to me. I think she encountered extreme bliss from each thrust. Her eyes were closed for long. She was not sensitive when I withdrew my dick from her wet and slippery cunt.

She opened her eyes a little later to see me sitting by her side. She asked me “Dear Arya, I experience an extreme bliss in this intercourse with your dick. I never felt such high pleasures in all my past years. I will be frank with you. So many cocks of different shapes and sizes went up and down in hole but at no time my pleasure was this extent. What is special with yours? I would like to know.” Her extended hand sought out my cock. She caught the shaft sliding her fingers up touched on those studs in apadravya and ampalang. “Ooo, are they real? Let me see.” As she sat up I stood in front to bring them to her full view. She caressed my glans and said. “I remember now, my mom saying somethings about these. You know about our horse breeding farm since your parents are there. Though was from another state, mom and dad came here on some business. While remained in city, mother went to this farm on mere curiosity. There is specious guest house and club there for the convenience of visiting dignitaries. She was there only for a day. But experienced something exactly likes me now. Better I recollect her words for you.    

/I went to this place just to have something to do. However, the local officials and men arranged a welcome meeting. There were songs and dances by local children, a conjurer exhibiting magic. A woman in local costume performed a solo dance. It looked like a professional. There was no drape on her saree tucked in her midriff below naval. She had a blouse that knotted below her good sized busts. As she danced her legs came in view. When shaking her upper torso the two globes were swinging up and down, sideways left and right.
They were beautiful indeed.

/The officials and eminent locals were introduced at the starting of the performance. Among them was one tall and stout fellow of uncertain age. His name was G. While shaking hands I held it few seconds more and pressed my thump in his palm. I think that he understood the signal. Some of the officials lead me and the local invitees for a dinner arranged in clubhouse. By chance I had my seat near G. I smiled at his face which he reciprocated. there was small talk during the dinner. G explained the nature of his business. He had connections with city and visited it on occasions. At end of dinner people started taking leave to go home. G waited for all to leave before approaching me. I told him to come to my room in the guest house. He responded ‘Yes, I will, Mam.’

 /Next, G came in after an hour or so. I thought he knew the motive behind my invitation.  I was anxious with expectations waiting so long. My innards were getting ready for a bout in bed. My nipples were erect and my vagina was palpitating moist. I dispensed my formal cloths and clad myself with a thin midi sitting on bed.
G entered and I motioned him to be seated. ‘I don’t want any formalities. You know what I wish to have and be ready for the performance. I like a good fuck from you as a local.’ So saying I divested of the midi and sprawled on the bed with legs wide open for his dick to enter. I will learn what kind of dick after the performance.

/ G also got out of his cloths and crawled from the end of bed. He was holding a long shaft erect. The head seemed to be extra strong. I could not see all of it since i was lying flat in the bed. I could imagine. He placed his cock in the entrance to my hole pressed it slowly down. I was feeling absolutely different. He rested his cock in for few seconds and started pumping up and down. There was more vigour in his thrusts than what I imagined. They were creating an intensified blissful feeling in me. As he went on increasing the speed I felt like losing my mental alert. I lost the sense of time and space immersed in pleasure and bliss. It was an unprecedented experience. In these moments my hands were squeezing my own busts almost hurting them .My eyes were closed. I did not know what I am doing myself. When I gained my senses G’s dick was still in and pumping. When it came to a stop with a thundering ejaculation, I was amazed at the feeling. It was something out of the world. Though he was withdrawing I felt my vaginal walls full. Few minutes later I sat up and asked G ‘what is special in your shaft? I never got this kind of pleasure and bliss from anyone who fucked me. Please tell me what.’ G got up from bed came i front holding the o hand. I saw something closing his glans. It is metallic shining. He said “Mam, this I call a tiger mouth and it is my own idea. I will tell you.” I interrupted him “Don’t say tiger mouth; it is a roaring tiger. It really was roaring in my innards shocking and shaking to give me supreme and high intensity bliss and pleasure that I never experienced in all my life.”

/G went on to explain: ‘It is there in Kamasutra; about piercing penis to impart pleasure to a woman. I our locality, many men and women pierce theirs. Men do it vertical and or horizontal or diagonal on the penis glans. The vertical goes up from below urethra opening passing through the canal a little inclined towards the head, the horizontal is done from one side to another side across. There may some do it two diagonals along the glans. I did it just below the glans, on my shaft. I conjured up the idea of a ring around shaped like a tiger mouth covering the head leaving out the urethral opening. I had several experiences with many women who described their feelings in similar words as yours. I held his penis head for moments and bent over and kissed it before releasing./             
“So I came to know about some of these adornments from my own mother. Good that I remember it now.” She cooed these words. I said “I will tell you about a woman who had her clitoral hood pierced side wise to hang on a ring with an engraved bead down. It reached right on her clitoris banging it all the time when she made some vigorous movements. Her husband was away and had not come back for years remaining incommunicado. She did the piercing in order to satisfy herself and not to stray. While in bed she will be just rolling the bead onto the clitoris till she experienced multiple orgasms. She herself told me after enjoying the double studs in her pussy.”  She responded saying that “she is not aware of this. If I was younger may be, I will seek out for such a ornament to be attached in my hood.” That is not needed for you” I replied: “Your clitoris is too prominent.” 

She got up to wear her dress. I also did the same. She extended her hands saying: “Now go but come back tomorrow and next two days.” “I will comply.”

On the next night I fixed the tiger head on my cock before going to the palace. It was resting i my cupboard for the last more than six months. Then I reached her room deliberately late. I wanted her get ready for the tiger before bedding with her so that she will have no patience. I was right. Her highness was flat in the bed with a thin cover on her. She motioned me to come near “I am ready with my expectations waiting for you. No need for any foreplay. Just come over.” She threw the cover to a side. She was stark naked. She opened her thighs wide enough for my cock to get at the gate. I just pressed it down inside a little faster. I think that she felt the difference with a shudder. I caught her busts in my two hands to keep her pinned in bed. Then the in and out strokes. She said that “I feel much different this time may be for all the waiting with high expectations.” I told her, “May be. But remember what your mother experienced with a tiger roaring inside her? The same tiger is now inside your’s. Don’t resist but enjoy.” Thus saying I fastened the strokes. For each stroke she responded by thrusting up her pelvis. As those strokes progressed she trashed her head side to side and banged her hands on the sides. It went till she was going on from one orgasm to another that climaxed with her eyes closed. One last push my semen rushed in exploding. She opened her eyes and sat on the bed. She inspected the new jewel with her hand. “Mam, it is the original roaring tiger that was worn by G to fuck your mom. This was a gift to me by G’s granddaughter.” “I want more but not tonight. I will wait for next two nights.”   
The next two nights were as intensive as the ones earlier. My auntie was to come on next day as the king and his retinue arrived. Auntie was with them for the five days. She seemed tired after the journey. She was attending at palace during day took rest at nights. I understood the stress she is going through. Then on another day while having dinner auntie told me about the five days trip. “Aryan, you are aware of the king has six wives other than the queen. He selects one to fuck on each day while others take turn. During this trip he took with him four of them. Each day one was called for the night. I did not know who the fifth is. But the king asked to stay with him for that night. He is still a good fucker. So ended the trip. The five days tired me. Now say what happened here with you. Did you get L on bed?” I said “Not L but the Rajmata herself. First day she tasted the studded penis and for next three days, the roaring tiger. She enjoyed them immensely and told me about her mom. She gave me detailed information on how her mom found the tiger and all. She prided that while her mom had only one session with tiger she felt lucky to have it inside her three nights.” We retired to our bed rooms. On some I felt an urge to penetrate a pussy. Once or twice I sought L at home but there were her children that came in the way of our getting intimate. Then I took to auntie’s bed before she came to occupy it. She understood and we had a vigorous foreplay following a satisfactory fuck. Days and weeks passed. I could not forget L from my mind. On very rare occasions I got her alone and indulged in prolonged fucking sessions. After the nights with Rajamata I have removed the tiger head and placing it on a velvet lined jewel box kept it in the locker. It was used again only one or two occasions that are narrated below.      

AN OLD VIRGIN BUT

On one of the days auntie and I were conversing. She was conveying latest news from palace. She said; “The rajamata’s younger sister R has arrived here. She rarely come this side. From too young an age she vowed to remain single. She is learned and intellectual. I don’t know the actual background but she joined the Prajapita Brahmakumaries and was staying permanently at their head quarters in Mount Abu in Gujarat. Sometime of the year she will be in tour of country. She gives lectures on spirituality, spiritual experience and attainment. People revere her as a saint or goddess. As I understand she is a good talker on many more subjects when in private.”

“I would like to meet her, my dear. I have heard about but not seen her. I would like to talk with her about the Brahmakumaries and her own role and contribution to it. As for the cult is just one among many that meets certain mental disabilities or even traumas. Instead of becoming rude and unsociable some of them benefit by following some or other spiritual societies. But the majority seem to be not so. Only search in background will reveal why particular person took a specific way of life. Even them speculation is inevitable. Past irretrievably lost to all.”

“My dear Aryan, I am impressed with your knowledge and understanding. I know little about R. most of it is hearsay. It is said that she in her youth had a loving paramour and he failed to live up and left her in lurch. The frustration caused and the scandal expected (did not erupt) changed her view of life and she took to sanyas. Some say that her decision to renounce the world had nothing to do with any love affair. It was her bringing up as devoted and pious that resulted in sea change. Rajmata never takes her name or give any airs. R is accepted as an honoured guest and all facilities are extended to her during her stay here. Now she is staying in an isolated bungalow in the king’s estate.  In day time she is in the palace giving lectures or advises or personal discussions with intelligentsias. I will take you to her lecture. She is of good looking type. Her age does not show that much. She must be nearer fifty. No one speculates on the age of ascetics and gods. Thou reputed as a virgin I have my doubts. But because of her disciplined living she looks much younger for her age. Her skin seems smooth and her body lean. Because of her sanyasini attire I am not able to guess whether she wears any bra or her busts are stout and firm. I am not inducing you to be curious.”

Yes, I became more curious about this sanyasini after hearing my aunt. I went to hear her speaking for the next two three days. She did a good job of commenting on ancient spiritual texts. She tried to invoke modern ideas and concepts to the ancient sayings thou they were not correct or true. The audience is small mainly of palace men and women. I have a good knowledge of the stuff that is in the palace. I used to note her attire to read her profile. As auntie opined she looks young and robust in her body. From her body language I perceived that she is not wearing any undergarments or bra. When her body slides this and that way the two busts are seen clearly dancing under the robe. Sure they are round and firm. As I went on listening to her I became more convinced that she has very selective knowledge of the subjects she was dealing. With help from auntie I got more intimate with her. She asked me to visit her at the bungalow that meant early morning or late evening. I indeed grasped the opportunity to be her confident. In her home she talked more about her personal life and views. She was true enough to admit to me after long discussions that her ideas are not practical nor are they beneficial in improving the lot of masses in the country. But we are conditioned to imitate our old and ancients without questioning. You become popular in this way.

Through these conversations she was opening her mind slowly. She confided that in her younger days she was in deep love and crush on many young men but afraid of scandal refrained from moving further. Her family was from a smaller state where people know close each other and even eavesdrop to hear gossip and spread it. “I got disgusted with such people around. When I was in the college my origin cropped up at many occasions and I was to go hiding at main functions. These caused a lot of strain and tension and more and more I have to exercise control over myself. At last I decided to live a life of renounser. That was one way of expressing resentment of the hypocrisy exhibited by others. When I look back I feel that I am also a hypocrite like all others. But I am trapped just all others. I take solace in my talks and meetings. Now I am completely assimilated to my current way of life and I could not change it. I could own name and theorise but never experience the life of a normal human. There is the Adi Sankara’s hymn:

Balastavat creedasaktah;
Tharunastavat tharuneesaktah;
Vridhasthavat chintasaktah;
Pare brahmani kopi na saktah.

It seems that the great saint accepts the natural way of living a life for man.  He renounced all but why everyone else? Is it not natural for children to play, young people to get in love and older ones to contemplate? Today I think in these natural feelings and they should not be suppressed for some perceived spiritual gains. I have lost my childhood and youth. In my old age contemplation is the only saving. Still I do not preach on what I contemplate. That makes me leading a shameful life. I could not come out of it even if I wanted. Now I have opened myself. Do you see me naked? You are my solace for the present. Could I at least once experience life as lived by ordinary people?”

“Dear R I have almost anticipated your revealing mind. I don’t know how I could be of help. Yes, you could try the conventional way of living. You will not be at peace continuing the way you live at present.”   

“I know it well. In fact I am not at peace. I am dreaming of ways to overcome my own condition. I am concerned about my name and my family’s. May be I will go for some experiments as you envisaged. But that should be surely without moving out of my present. I have a gut feeling that you could be depended on. I hope; you understood my mind.”

This conversation went on for another few days. I was conveying all these to my aunt. I thought that she should be a party in the undertaking. Auntie: “Dear Aryan, I definitely with you for bringing not a new life but a new human experience to R. my  idea is that we go together to R. we will stay there for the night. Since, I am with you there will be less chance for gossip. If she gets good sex for a few days her mental tension and stress will subside and she might go back with cheer.”

Auntie and self visited R for more days. Auntie conveyed her idea to R which she approved. Now there were no gossip in our going and staying in R’s bungalow. The time came for the moment. That day we were early to visit. We participated in her prayers. The few devotees present took leave after receiving their share of the offerings.   

We retired to an interior room to rest. “Dear R, Aryan will be with you as long as you feel. I will take care of other things here.” She left the room leaving us alone. With the strange set up, R was feeling awkward. I sat next to her felt her limbs. They were stiff. I told her to relax and be natural to enjoy the encounter. It took a long time slow persuasion for her to take off her garb. As I expected he had no undergarments. She felt shy like a new bride. She hides her valuable assets.  My assumption was a good one. Her busts were rounded and hard with nipples erect. I teased them with my hands and fingers; massaged her back and buttocks. As she was slowly relaxing, my hand extended to her inner thighs to feel her vagina folds. She was wet there. All the time she uttered no words. When I divested my cloth and lay next to her, she murmured in my ear: “Aryan, I never had experience of sex except imagination from what I was reading. You make it memorable to me. Shall I open my thighs?” she opened them wide. To be on safe side for this first fuck I had the head and studs removed. I came over her with erect, long and stiff prick centring on the vagina folds. There was some hesitation expressed in her face. I kissed her and pressed my torso slowly. It was opening the gate but there felt some objection. I thought that is hymen hardened in all these years. When I pressed my dick down; she uttered a stifled cry. It went in all the way. “What was that?” I consoled her not to bother since my dick is lodged deep inside her. “You might feel a little pain that is natural. After all you are still a virgin until my dick pierced your hymen. If you feel more pain I will not go with my exercise. We will continue it later. I was keeping my stiff one pressed to her. She: “I do feel a little pain but your filling me gives a different sensation which I like. You should continue and make me feel a normal woman.”

I slowly started my piston strokes up and down, forward and back; in few minutes she relaxed completely. On ejaculation my dick shrunk to its former size and slipped out of her vaginal crack. Slowly I got up without disturbing her pose. I rose and saw her pubis and vagina red with blood. My dick had her blood. Both semen and blood were dripping out of her crack in bed. I gathered my cloth and went to the bathroom to clean up and dress. While coming out I saw auntie in the room. She slightly taped R to awaken. When R awoke she became aware of her condition and let out a cry. Auntie silenced her by sign and wiped R’s pubis with a towel. R was made to get up and go the bath to clean up. Before R came back auntie gathered the blood soaked bed sheets and spread new ones. As soon as R came out auntie signalled her to dress her usual attire. All of us came out of the room and then we took leave of her for the night. The maximum time we would have been together might be about fifteen or twenty minutes. These minutes registered in my mind as the most precious not to me but to R.
   
At home auntie and I talked on those few minutes experiences. She was surprised to find that R was a virgin all these years. I said that in fact R had no sex at all. This was her first. Almost at the age of 45 when she has completed her menopause face. She had problems and always suppressed the emotions leading her not to taste sex. The meditation and inner discourse of the moral right and wrongs may at last convinced her that spiritual life is a make believe one. Such a life is away from nature. That conviction and the confidence in our tenets made it possible for her to go ahead with a plan to be human thru sexual intercourse.

Even though we met daily either at the venue of her discourse or in her bungalow R did not mention about those few minutes of joy. But I noticed slight change in emphasis in her words and sentences. It reflected her new experience in life affirmation a little away from renouncing it. Two three days later R signalled aunt for a repeat performance, I was glad. As we were regular in her bungalow the timing to have us together was not that difficult. Another night and I was adorned with the two studs before entering the room. She came in the dimly lit room and removed her dress. She lay down on bed naked. I approached her and taking her hand to my adorned dick. She touched them but did not say anything. Instead she pointed her orifice as ready to receive it. The tussle between us lasted more minutes than earlier and I am confident that R enjoyed it thoroughly. There was no mention of pain, nor any blood. Her moans signalled pleasure. “I would like a repeat but not today; another day.”   

The next bout also was with me wearing the studs and no tiger head. It can wait for another day. This time I made her to sit on me and take dick in. with a little effort she pressed down on my erect prick. She repeated the act pumping up and down while thrust my bottom up in response.  My prodding helped her to pick up. She climaxed and collapsed on my chest, while I ejaculated in her. She took more time to recover. Soon we dressed back and got out. Auntie followed. We took leave of her at the gate and went home. Both conversed about the day’s performance. Auntie felt happy to know all. She felt that she was associated in the new life of R and me.    

Time was nearing for R to return to Mount Abu may be a fortnight more. I don’t know whether R has satisfied her desires. Then came the signal that she wanted to have one more debut. I came prepared with the tiger head on my dick. The routine was followed. At last the night was darker and all had disbursed except for me and auntie. Auntie kept vigilance at the main hall and me and R entered the bedroom. Dim light was shining. I approached her and slowly disrobed her. She allowed me with a smile in her face. Now she disrobed me unlike earlier times. I lifted her and carried her to bed. I whispered in her ear. “Dear R during the last two sessions I had worn two studs but today I am wearing a tiger head special gift from one who knows. Feel it for yourself. Do you think that you could take it? If you feel anything signal me to stop.” She touched and felt its girth. She whispered in turn: “Can anyone stand it? If so I could.” She was flat on her back. I fingered her vagina. There is moisture. But as a precaution I applied some lubricant on the tiger head and on those vagina lips. The dick with tiger head slipped down in the hole easily. Pumping started earnest. High powered thrusts and pushes in response. Muzzled sounds from her throat hahu, haa hoo. I realised that she was experiencing orgasm after orgasm. Then followed our climax;   together. Before leaving I kissed her all over. We changed to our usual dress. Her rounded busts crushed in my chest. We took leave.

We had another round with tiger head in place one night before her departure. This time after ceremonial disrobing we indulged in prolonged foreplay. Hugging, kissing, licking and sucking.  I her tits, nipples, navel, pubis, clitoris and vaginal lips. She kissed, licked and sucked my face, lips, chest, nipples and penis. It was mutual. Tiger head slipped and worked its way in. I gave my best performance in order to impress it in her mind permanently. She whispered: “Please don’t forget me. This might be our last fuck. I will engrave it in my brain. I will meditate on my experiences with you. Now I am a satisfied and full woman.” More love hug and kissing followed. As always we took leave at the door and departed home.

I was telling auntie: “Of all the affairs short or one time, I feel upbeat with these five visitations. It was hearts contention to take a virgin girl and transform her into a woman. Our R is more than that; a virgin of 45 years. First I was not willing to accept it as you were. But the evidence of blood conclusively confirmed it. From all the gestures and whispers I understand that he had her life’s most memorable meeting with us. She herself discounted any future meetings between us. Without you my dear auntie the last few days would not have happened at all. I don’t believe any divine but you are that.” that night I had a second bout with the tiger head on with my auntie. We remained naked in bed for the rest of the night into morning.    

A fortnight later I received a long letter from Mount Abu. It was handwritten and addressed to me but no signature. Thou I don’t recognise writing on reading I confirmed that it was of R’s. The following is the content:

“My Aryan Dear, the surroundings and circumstances prevented me from expressing my innermost feelings on the happenings between us on those few days. I was emotionally charged and moved by my exclusive experiences. I have already discussed with you my then quest for clarity on questions of living a life   natural and that of so called spiritual. I was trying to grasp the fine points in both. But failed or dissatisfied because of lack of an experience. I had concluded with the experience behind me that spiritual is only a mental state induced thru auto suggestions for long periods of time. That is not the life lived by the mass of people, educated and uneducated. Then I had no experience in a natural life. The people coming to us in the Ashram have so many issues to sort out that they themselves could not find answers and undertake remedies. However, they are an infinitesimal minority compared to the vast number who does not turn up.  They also live their life. But how; that is what I would have liked to find. My way of living has its constraints and limitations to interact with ordinary people. One they don’t come to us and second it is considered below our status to reach them.

“Sex was in my mind and thinking for the last few years. Surely in common parlour, I am past that age. My periods stopped for about ten year now. Usual concept is that menopause diminishes sexual urge and inclinations. But mine were suppressed when I was in prime. More thinking on these lines brought more   doubt whether I choose the right path in life. Yes, I was frustrated and depressed to the point of suicide. Some good soul took me to Mount Abu and it helped. Since then I am hooked to this mumbo jumbo spiritual food. In the last few years I took the trip to my sister’s place with some expectations to find the real man. I was looking around them all to find the correct and suitable one. My observation did not fructify. Time gets faster and I was losing out. My age comes in the way. When I was in my prime my body assets were very attractive. Thou aging I am still the owner of a younger body. You and auntie are witness to this. I am proud that my busts were the first attraction you experienced. During the time of discourse I noted your eyes searching my contour. With the overall dress it was difficult for me give you a correct idea. For some moments I took to my reflection in mirror. My busts are round and high, the nipples showing thru the fabric. That was when I dispensed with my halters before you. I think that you appreciated my effort.

“Our frequent conversations filled me with confidence that I have found the right    man to make me a real woman. I noted your favourable attitude more and more before taking the final decision. Still I had problem to solve with your auntie. You   might have had talks with her. She also became my confident. All things said my final quest was successfully answered by you. Now I tell you on my experience.

“On the first day thou I was eager; felt lot of apprehensions about the unknown. He is too young and I am old. What are his expectations whether they were of good intent or otherwise? I thought that I am not the first to be attracted to a young man. Your aunt is surely engaging you. She looked too happy. That also was an assurance to me. She has no envy nor is she jealous. She took extra care to cover our exclusive meetings that no one else could have done. When we were together alone I felt shy like new bride. Do you think that was acting? You might have thought that after so many years I should have overcome it. Honestly I felt shame in my life. You were considerate and kind. Your long cuddling and massaging helped in shedding my shame. Still I was tense and you had to assure me of your forethought to make me accept willingly. All your assurances and actions calmed me. Yes, I was also not sure that my vagina will be moistened to receive you. I did not touch myself to find. You touched and felt and I also felt that I was wet there. I never felt my hymen in all my days even when I was having regular menses and needed cleaning my vagina. That was another apprehension that I faced. When you made me relax it seemed that I will survive the test. Thou the thrust penetrated fully and torn or burst the hymen, I forgot the pain. I urged you to proceed further. My emotions were at their high and I experienced a sense of joy and happiness unknown to me in all my past. How many time I lost myself?  No count. I felt carried away. I did experience being carried away during my meditation but this was absolutely different from that. Meditation did not bring a feeling of happiness but calmness. So that is what real sex is about.

“My mind was reassessing the experience of that night. So I wanted a repeat act to find whether the experience is genuine. Thus I got ready for the next bout. I discarded all inhibitions this time and enthusiastically welcomed you. I think you anticipated this behaviour and because that only you adorned your prick with    the studs.  I felt its touch when the prick penetrated in. I have no knowledge or experience and hence I did not think further. I felt more enjoyment and consequent happiness. So sex is not sin. It liberates your mind from age old dogmas or shackles. I thought of the heightened sensation as the result of absorption in the act. Whatever that might be, I recognised that the feeling of joy and happiness matters and nothing else. On that night I did not try neither did you show the ornaments worn.

“Again I thought that there was something new in the last night and hence selected another night. On that occasion you showed me the studs on your john. I looked at them wondering. I have never heard of such ornamentation. Of course my life style precluded from such knowledge. My anticipation was right. The third session was delicious because I knew what is coming. You my Aryan, rest assured that I did enjoy each of your thrusts, when you were on me or me on you. The later was more lasting than the former. I don’t want to say thanks but I am fully with you.

“Time was not waiting. The next few days are crucial because of the attention from all. I did want to without having a couple more sessions. I found time and opportunity to fulfil my desire. I don’t regret it all not because all went well neither for the tiger head but for sensations imparted and emotions released. My regret is for late to think about sexual experience and going for it. If I tried it in my prime my life would be completely different in ethos. Any how I have caught up and that also fast enough. I didn’t want to the last one night. So; one more   session was arranged.

“It was the fifth a sacred number in our tradition. But that was not the reason. I wished to experience joy in sex once more before I depart from there. That session seemed all the more desirable for the effects it produced on me. You might have noticed me taking a change in my discourses more affirming a natural way of life that going for spiritual experience. Though subtle the change of thought is there and will show in time.

“The five encounters with you as the main player and hero were the highest level in my life. On the one side I feel regret for denying the natural course of living; during all these years and on the other the five night experience has offset that state. Now I am complete and that is because you were ready and willing to make me one. I will not continue this correspondence but I will cherish the experience and thoughts exchanged with you. Also I don’t think that we will get another opportunity in future. If such contingency arise I might not find myself fit to repeat nor enjoy. So long my dear. Good bye.”

I did not show this letter to auntie since I thought that might compromise R’s confidence in me. But I discussed the ideas in that with my auntie as well as with L when she happened to come. I was listening to news coming from Mount Abu. They were rare and if something came it was not about R. slowly the thought dawned on me that R is silent because of her changed thoughts and ideas.  She might find it difficult to continue in the stifling atmosphere in the ashram. 

Meanwhile; days and months rolled bye. My connection remained with auntie on regular basis. Occasionally L came in the afternoons and the opportunity was well used by us two. We discussed different sexual position prescribed in the ancient text of Vatsyayana’s Kamasutra. She was very athletic in this. It was always the prick and cunt competing in performance. The kiss, lick and suck were side goodies. She will counter all my moves or I did the same. We had good rapport. Her complaint and regret were that she is not getting the goodies more frequently. On the other hand my aunt was content itself personified. She was overwhelmingly satisfied and happy. Yes, she gets her regular fuck at home and occasional ones at the palace with the king. On certain occasions we threesome organised the show. While my dick immersed in her cunt L was licking that of auntie above her face. My hands squeezed the globes of both in turn. At times my dick was in L’s mouth while I licked auntie’s, both playing with their own tits. We adopted more variations by and by.

Times passed and at one moment my father was back in city on a promotional transfer. My younger two brothers and two sisters have grown and the home seemed crowded for. I made some excuse and remained with auntie, visiting them on and off. Under the circumstance I or auntie did not think of a marriage for self. There were some suggestions from my parents. Offers from parents of village virgins were coming. How long I could ignore such offers but I did. I firmly asserted my right to find my partner in life. I also conveyed to my parents that I am mature to enough to enter into marriage when I find my love. Thereafter there were less of these talks.

FIRST

Now I am nearer to thirty and still enjoying with my auntie and L. Sometimes I thought of K in the forest side. I felt guilty for not visiting her for long years. In fact she was more desirable and younger compared to the two. So I decided to go there though my parents are here. When I conveyed my wish to auntie, responded saying “Aryan, you should go. Apologise to her for the long delay. I definitely feel that you forgot her for too long. I will send a telegram. Get ready by the weekend.” I followed her instructions and set off to the forest area.

When I reached her house K was waiting. Her face showed the cheer and happiness she was in. For me she looked much younger than years gone. Even                                  before settling she embraced me tight covering my face with kisses and caresses. She was bliss personified. She poured out her heart saying “Aryan dear, I was waiting for you for all the time. I am keeping my body trim and fit expecting you to come. I want you to be with me for much more days than in the past.” After settling things and changing afresh, we had talks sitting side by side on the sofa. I kept her close and apologised for not keeping regular contact due to circumstances. “But that is not excuse enough. You are in my mind all the time.” We had dinner together after she prepared it and set the table. Resting after meals we retired to bed. I told her “My dear, last time you were the first to taste those studs fitted by V. She envied you for it. I am sorry for not telling you about her gift. Though V tasted it first I reserved it for auntie before anyone else. Now I will show you the gift.” I searched and took the jewel from the box. She took it from my hand and looked at the tiger head ring closely. “This looks very beautiful. Let me try and fix this in your cock.” Saying this she lifted my limp member and unscrewed the ampalang removed the bar. She asked whether she should take out the apadravya as well. I said “No. Not necessary. Take care and you can fix it.” She slipped the ring slowly and found the spot to fit the bar. She licked the bar with her saliva and pushed through the opening to the other side. It sat comfortably there. My dick was slowing getting up and stiff. A very hard on, may be result of high emotions.  She was crazy about the tiger head. She refused lubricated head saying that she is wet enough to take the whole head in.

She undressed and moved to the edge of the bed. She lay down spreading her thighs wide open at the edge. “Stand and push slowly so I could feel it all the way.” I guided my dick to her wide open cunt and pressed it down very slow. She asked me to carry her around the bed. She sat up on the bed locked her hands around my neck. I pushed my hands down her thighs lifted her from bed. She was light weight; it was easy to carry her around. I went around not just the bed but to all the rooms and back to the bed. “You are amazing my dear Aryan. I have been enjoying this posture immensely. Keep me close and go on fucking.” She. Standing between her thighs I started working. She was shivering though our bodies were hot. How long I went thrusting and she feeling orgasm after orgasm? It does not count. At the end I slipped out of her. She has closed her eyes and kept still for some more time. Finally K awoke and stood up embraced me, close to her. We slid down in the bed, me flat and she on the side. I turned aside and straddled one thigh over her crotch and one hand covered golden globes.  She was whispering “I would like to learn as how many enjoyed this roaring tiger in their inside, Dear Aryan.” I told her about them, sitting side by side on the bed. “Dear K, beside V who was the first; the tiger entered auntie, L, Rajmata and R.” I gave a short account of all that happened and the number of sessions that occurred.  “I will better all of them.” We rested on the bed side by side. She turned and pushed me back. She lifted her torso and pressed her busts on my chest. She started kissing full on mouth, caressed my cheeks and went on kissing and caressing all over down. As she reached my groin she lifted herself to kiss my shaft on. The dick was getting stiff with all her cajoling raised its head up. She gobbled the head in her mouth lolled it around. K rose from bed and put her legs wide towards me. Holding the dick she pushed it into her hole and sat over the middle. Without moving her hips, she started swinging back and forth. Her rounded busts jumping up and down in tune with swinging body. It was a treat. But she did not allow me to hold them. I was feeling the grip of her vaginal muscles in my shaft. Grip, slip continued for longer. Her eyes were closed. When I was reaching the point of climax, she lifted her hip and came down heavily on it. As I felt ejaculating, she swung forward on my chest breathing fast. She remained so even after me climaxing. She did not get up nor did I try to do it. Her breath calmed and her body relaxed. I think she went to sleep in that position. I slept without feeling any pressure on me.

Both awoke almost at the same moment and was broad day light coming through the curtains. Room light was on for all night. She slowly rose from me blinking her eyes. “Did you have a good sleep Aryan, me over you? I am sorry.” She murmured. “I was fast asleep up to now without any interruption. I am happy.”  I said, patting her.

She slipped from me stood up. “Oh, we slept with lights on.” She went to the kitchen as naked as she was. Some minutes later she brought two cups of coffee. Sat on my side offered a cup. There after she moved with empty cups back to kitchen. She came to the room and took a short wear and one for top. We both went to the bathroom for morning duties. I had a linen cloth over me. K said “Yesterday I told you about me keeping fit and trim, waiting for you to come to me. Every morning I do some yoga exercises and have kept my body muscles toned. You can witness those yoga poses.” She brought a cotton padded charpoy, spread it on the floor and sat down. The exercises consisted of breathing in and out, working out the muscles and some asanas. This went on for near about an hour. When complete she lay down on the charpoy for some more time. Then she stood, held my hand saying “We will take bath together.” I was all for it. Inside the bath, we soaped each other from head to foot. Shower hissed with lukewarm water falling upon our bodies. Her breasts were standing up receive the water on them directly. It was an experience by itself. When touching sensual nerves she giggled with me joining. Came out of bath and dried ourselves with towels. Both of us took some formal clothes to wear for the day.

I followed her to the kitchen while she prepared breakfast. I was no use there. We had a hot breakfast followed a glass of milk. She went back to kitchen telling to look into magazines stacked in the rack. Some women’s magazines, yoga instruction booklets and on health. There were information on sex as well.
After a long time she came to announced that she is ready with dishes for lunch. I said “It is not yet time for luch.” She responded “So let us have a quickie meanwhile. There is no need for preliminaries.” We both went to the bedroom where she just pushed her attire and lay down. I noticed that her cunt was fully lubricated. I put my head between her open thighs and licked in and out using a lot of saliva. Then I entered her right away. The quickie lasted more time before we climaxed together. We rested for some more time. We conversed there sitting.
We took our lunch and retired for some times to have a catnap in the afternoon. Time passed from evening to night.
SECOND
In the bedroom we were naked. She bent down on all four and directed me to enter her from behind. Her legs were spread wide enough to show the open pussy. My shaft was hard that went through easily in her. I was holding her close as she took steps forward awkwardly. One, two, three. I felt her reaching climax by step eight. Before she collapsed on her face I caught her up, her back onto my chest. My member slipped out slowly. I guided her to bed and laid her down. She was in ecstasy. I lay down besides comforting her. My caresses went through her body all over. It soother her and she opened her eyes to see the reality. She huddled close to me murmuring words “Unimaginable sensations and joy.” More time passed. K went flat on her back and prodded me to prepare her for a second. I caressed her kissed and sucked her breasts and nipples by turns. I sought her clitoris that had the bead banging on it. I rolled the bead on it. Her cunt was wet enough to receive my hardened prick. I rolled over her separated the legs wide and pushed in. Starting with slow movements went on to pump fast enough for her climax. Mine was still hard and pumping before I came in torrents. I was on her side put off the light before going to sleep.

Morning came and we engaged in regular work. K had her yoga with different postures. We took our bath together as on earlier day, had breakfast. No quickie today. Instead we sat together chatting. She was telling me about the community’s sympathetic and compassionate attitude towards her situation in life. A grass widow abandoned by a man absconding without trace. It is more than 14 years. Ram vanavas was less. If he comes back, the community will punish him severely. She continued: “The people here practice widow re-marriage. But I am not a widow. Some of my close friends used to advise; take a lover if not a husband. Nobody will take objection in your case. They also know that my cousin visits me as an annual ritual nothing more. They don’t know about my affair. It is they who suggested going for a hood piercing. All of them have it and know the usefulness when alone. The constant tickling you feel even when you walk in the open or in a crowd is a mesmerising effect on our libido.” Thus went the day.

THIRD

It was night and bed time. K was still eager to have good fuck in a different position tonight. In the bed she made me to prepare her by kiss and suck. It was some before she stood up. She took to the wall and hung on my neck getting both hands locked behind. She raised her legs and put them around my midriff. I locked my fingers and supported her on my palms. She loosened her legs and anchored them on the wall. My dick was sliding into her. She rocked her hips and went on fucking me. It was another delirious experience. Her body is so supple that she could do all these due to her toning up in yoga. The climax and I walked carrying her to the bed. It was not the end. Sometime later she prodded me to mount her normally. I took her as desired. When that was over, we were flat on our back touching close. She switched of the light and we went to sleep till morning.          
Two of her close friends came before lunch. K introduced me to them as the son of the officer who was here with family. Aryan only visit during vacation time for a few days. “He is very handsome” one remarked while other nodded. K invited them to have lunch together. All three helped each other in the kitchen. When conversing after lunch the elder of the two suggested to K “Marry this handsome young man. He will fit you well.” The other told K to take Aryan as your lover. K responded saying that “Aryan is my lover as of now.” They agreed with K on her open reply. “You should try to recompense all those years of abstinence though it cannot be imagined. Aryan, be good and care K and that is our command to you.”
After they took leave of us; I and K talked about the community attitude. Here they don’t object to mutual relations without marrying the widow. She is allowed to have her choice with a widower or even one married.

FOURTH

The night descended on us. Time for dinner.
In the bedroom we had a long lasting foreplay caressing, tickling those erogenous zones of each other. This aroused us both to high pitch. This time K dragged me to the edge of the bed. Taking the legs she aimed her hole to my hardened dick. As she pressed down the tiger entered her innards. Standing straight, she started moving up and down my shaft, her two globes in slow dance. It lasted a long time. She collapsed at the end on me. Moments later, I lifted her up. The tiger slipped out. I have to carry her to middle of the bed. I lay beside her. Another long pause before coming awake. The night was lengthening now. She wanted one more session. She was over me with widened thighs and straddled over the erect dick, for long moments. We went on a deep sleep within minutes.

Morning light was there when we woke up. Without any ceremony K went and brought the cups of coffee. While we sipped she said “Let us have a Good Morning fuck.” She handled my cock to arouse it. The morning hard on is much pleasant. The mood was there and I pusher her flat on the bed and taking her legs on my hands entered the pussy for all its worth. It felt glorious indeed.

Silently we got up and set for our daily cores. She said while we were having our breakfast “Aryan, I feel guilty. I am too selfish to enjoy the roaring tiger inside my vaginal wall gripping it tight. Since your glans is closed by the tiger head you might not have felt same sensations that I had. I will remove the tiger now.” So saying she knelt down to handle my limp shaft. She dislodged the bar stud and removed the tiger head. She kissed the head “You will be safe in your box hence forth.” She also kissed my glans and covered it.
That night I experienced the gripping muscles of K’s vaginal walls on my glans. I don’t remember to have had such intense pleasure in past though L tried. For the female; tiger was ecstasy but for me the glans rubbing the sides was superb. That night there was no second fuck. During the following nights we restricted our sex on alternate nights.

During those days we went together out visited a number of homes. Some recognised me on introduction. All of them welcomed us as good friends. I did not see any resentment to our relation on any one’s part.  

On a morning we woke up late. There were clouds in sky thunder and lightning announcing the arrival of monsoon. We had our coffee. K got up and went to backyard as naked as she was. She motioned me to follow. “I always enjoy the first monsoon showers on my naked body. It is a ritual with me. Now come and dance with me in the rain.” She went into the open yard and started to dance. I remembered enjoying the first showers during my childhood. This was something different. Rain was pouring heavy.

We held our hands and started taking dancing steps. It was cold water falling on our body. She arched her back and offered her gorgeous busts to the rain gods when the water lashed on them splashing. The two nipples were erect and nut hard on touch. We embraced and danced. Our bodies felt warm though the rain was cold. This went on for a long time. She motioned me sit on the grass turf with legs wide. “We will have rain fuck today.” She sat on my lap wide open cunt. My own was ready to receive it. With the cock in cunt we undulated enjoying the rain falling all over. It did last some time before we reached orgasm together. We continued in that pose till we felt freezing cold.

We got up and went inside dripping water on floor. We got straight to the bath to have a hot shower. It felt soothing. Thereafter we dried our bodies and entered the bedroom. We huddled together covered on the bed warming each other. Time went on. “I forgot the time. No time breakfast. It is nearer to lunch. You get to the table. I will be ready with some hot food a brunch as they call it. The items consisted of grilled sandwiches, cheese cubes and vegetable soup. The days passed on.
During these days I started thinking about my future. Up to now I did not retrospect but it seems the time has come to think of settling in life. I was wondering whether not I should settle with my dearest K on my side. I thought of consulting with auntie. But before mentioning my choice to auntie; I must find whether my dear K is in a mood to comply with me. For long she was free and independent in her life. How will she react to my offer? I am not sure that dear K will be willing to shift to a city life to be with me. Rather she will be more likely to remain in this area that is much familiar to her life.

On another day while we were together sitting on a settee; I told her: “My dearest K, I was thinking about us, our future together. Is it not time for us to settle our life? I know that you are settled but what about me?” 

She responded: “Yes it is for you to settle.”

“I was thinking about us both. I want you with me.”

“My dear Aaryan, I will be happy with you on my side. So you should stay with me here. People here have already accepted us in the community and that is much more than anything. In the city where your parents and relations are may not remain gossiping about us. Even your parents may accept our living together with some reservations. So I prefer you here. Think of that for our happy                                                                                                                                                                                    future.”

I found it not easy to have my way with her. She has more convincing reasons to her side than on my side. I just have not established a profession or in a job at the capital. My reasoning was confined to the fact I have my people there. What should I do now?